A Thought to Remember

mungkinkah?

2012-01-27T02:20:00.004+08:00

mana mungkin

kita bisa mentarbiyah

jika diri sendiri tidak tertarbiyah?

mana mungkin

menjadi qudwah hasanah

jika amalan sendiri tidak terjaga?

mana mungkin

menyentuh hati insan yang mendengar

jika yang berkata tidak berbicara dari hati?

ayuh lengkapkan diri

hayati ilmu yang dipelajari

ikhlaskan niat di hati

agar Islam tertegak dalam diri

serta insan yang didampingi

imam

2012-01-23T03:58:00.002+08:00

i found this quotation really interesting

"Seharusnya lelaki tidak harus meletakkan piawaian yang terlalu tinggi untuk calonnya. Kerana jika IMANnya hebat, maka dia akan memimpin dengan baik, tidak kira siapa pun yang akan menjadi makmumnya.

Yang harus cerewet adalah wanita. Kerana dia sedang memilih calon IMAMnya. Dan sudah pasti, dia mahukan calon Imam yang mampu membimbing dengan baik. Kerana memilih bakal Imam, lebih penting dari memilih bakal Makmum"

masa yang lalu

2012-01-22T06:34:00.004+08:00

aku percaya, Allah masih sayang jiwa ini. kerana itu, aku belum ditemukan dengan orang yang betul. mungkin dia bukan yang terbaik untuk diriku. atau mungkin Dia mahu aku untuk mengenali Islam lebih dari segala yang lain. benar, cinta adalah fitrah, tapi bagaimana kita mengawal perasaan untuk dicintai dan mencintai, itu lebih penting. Aku bersyukur kerana ditemukan dengan sahabat yang banyak mengingatkanku untuk menetapkan pendirian, kerana aku yakin Allah yang gerakkan hatinya untuk membantu aku. dan kini aku bersyukur dengan pilihan yang telah dibuat. alhamdulillah, insan tersebut telah pun mendirikan rumahtangganya. mungkin ada yang menyangka aku akan berasa sedih, kecewa mahupun menyesal dengan pilihanku, tapi bagi aku, sekurang-kurangnya insan itu telah berjaya menutup ruang-ruang maksiat. dan sekurang-kurangnya juga aku tidak terjerat dengan helah syaitan yang menggoda, yang mungkin memakan diri. yang mungkin aku pada hari ini bukanlah sepertimana aku seadanya. belajar dari kesilapan, aku mahu belajar erti tanggungjawab sebelum tanggungjawab itu diamanahkan kepadaku kelak. dan ianya satu proses yang panjang. jika tiada persediaan rapi, manakan dapat perjalanan yang lancar. dan aku yakin janji Allah pada hambaNya yang menunaikan tanggungjawab dengan sebaiknya.

masa adalah hak

2012-01-20T20:40:00.009+08:00

kita sebagai pelajar

kita ada masa untuk ulangkaji

kita ada masa untuk makan

kita ada masa untuk berprogram

kita ada masa untuk lepak-lepak

kita ada masa untuk bekerja

kita ada masa untuk tidur

dan kita juga ada masa

untuk tidak berbuat apa-apa

dan atas dasar apakah

kita ada masa untuk semua itu?

PILIHAN KITA

maka kitalah yang berhak untuk memilih

apa yang kita akan lakukan

dalam 24 jam sehari

7 hari seminggu

jika niat untuk tidur

maka tidurlah yang kita dapat

jika niat untuk makan

kenyanglah yang kita rasa

tapi jika kita niat kerana Allah

semuanya menjadi ibadat

makan untuk memberi tenaga

agar dapat menambah amalan

tidur sejenak di siang hari

agar dapat bermunajat ketika malamnya

jadi

adakah kehidupan kita sebagai pelajar

hanya untuk mengejar segulung ijazah?

untuk memudahkan kita mendapat kerja?

atau menggunakan ilmu yang dipelajari

dan menyumbang kepada ummah?

i do not learn for a piece of recognition

but i do learn for life and the hereafter

let's move it

2012-01-19T19:13:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah

this video inspired me to keep writing

not because of the song

but the effort this person has shown

da'wah is a long journey

and it's not waiting for us

it's not how long you've been in da'wah

but it's all about what you do with da'wah

untukmu teman

2012-01-11T03:49:00.008+08:00

sahabat

jika hari ini aku berjaya menakluk diri

ingatkan aku

esok mungkin aku jatuh kembali

sahabat

jika hari ini aku meninggi diri penuh bangga

tegurlah aku

kerana aku kekal seorang hambaNya

sahabat

jika hari ini aku dilantik untuk memimpin

bimbinglah aku

agar aku tidak terus alpa dengan amanah yang diberi

masih terlalu banyak kekurangan

masih mencari kekuatan diri yang tak pasti

andai sudah melepasi halangan

ingatkan aku

wahai sahabat!

dear you

2012-01-08T18:16:00.003+08:00

I longed for a friend

who can share

same thoughts

with me

I longed for a friend

who can comfort me

and make me calm

whenever I'm lost

and puzzled

I longed for a friend

who can fill this emptiness

keep me far from loneliness

and wipe my tears when it falls

I longed for a friend

who can show me

what is right and

what is not

I longed for a friend

who can stand by me side

together fight for the right

I'm waiting for that friend

or maybe waiting for my future?

what's most important

2012-01-06T07:38:00.005+08:00

if I were destined to be alone in this path here

will I be able to do it?

I need a friend

who can go through together with me

not a friend

who only comes in when they're exuberant

and left when they're not

Allah is our ultimate goal

and no other shall distract us

from reaching our Jannah

building the leader inside

2012-01-04T09:49:00.001+08:00

pandangan pertama

selalunya kurang tepat

untuk menceritakan perihal seseorang

secara keseluruhannya

jujur kata bagi aku

jaulah musim sejuk ini

berjaya membuka mata dan pintu hati

untuk menerima pandangan dan kritikan

yang mana kadangkala aku

tak pernah sedar ianya berlaku

pengalaman jaulah ini

mengajarku untuk lebih berhati-hati

untuk peka dengan keadaan sekeliling

kerana bila kita berada dalam 'comfort zone'

kita mudah alpa dan leka

Alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur

ditemukan dengan ramai rakan baru

sahabat-sahabat yang bersama-sama denganku

merungkai misteri diri satu per satu

kalian banyak membantuku membina keyakinan

di setiap detik peluang dan ruang yang ada

agarku mampu bertatih setapak demi setapak

sebelum berlari di medan sebenar kelak

dalam masa yang cukup singkat

mungkin tak banyak dapatku pelajari

namun ianya cukup buatku sedar

matlamat itu mampu tuk dicapai

*jazakumullahu khairan sahabat-sahabatku*

spread my wings

2011-12-06T09:01:00.003+08:00

i've met so many great people

those with in-depth knowledge

so humble and sincere

and they're willing to share

what they know

but i

i was reluctant

i was confused

...and i was only to listen...

but not to give

we only appreciate when they're out of sight

we only miss when they've left

we only regret when we know

i took it for granted

and now i do regret it

i have another sets of months

to gain and begin to give

to unleash my true potential

before that time comes

choices left

2011-12-03T03:29:00.004+08:00

when people asked me

"are you okay?"

should i just said i'm fine

and lying to myself?

tell them the truth

and get carried away again?

the day after

2011-12-02T04:06:00.007+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah

All praises to Allah the Creator of all mankind

thanks to all who joined the Janazah Ghaib Prayer

although it was quite a last minute announcement

quite a number sincerely waited and joined me.

May Allah bless all of us insya'allah

this is our first time ever

to be the leader of the prayer

I nearly cried

but I already did

during the presentation

who wouldn't?

when someone you care

just passed away

yet you've to present a poem

entitled grandmother

quite ironic

today

is my mother's birthday

may Allah grant her strength

may she use her time left

in Madinah

pretty wisely.

don't live in the past; live for the future

2011-11-30T22:00:00.006+08:00

there's no reason for me to keep mourning

the dead won't come alive again

so i'll just have to move on

and always remember her in my prayers

I found tranquillity in His words

yesterday when I was so upset

I opened the healer of the hearts; the Quran

and the first sentence that caught my eyes

"Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people."

[Al-Baqarah: 286]

Subhanallah

He is listening to my prayers

and wants me to be strong

this should make me stronger

and not to make me even weaker

the day i'll never forget

2011-11-30T01:11:00.009+08:00

12.08 tengah hari...

dapat mesej adik

adik : kakak, opah dah meninggal

saya: bila??

adik: pukul 5.45 petang waktu Malaysia tadi

12.15 tengah hari...

telefon maksu,

maksu: nak, kuat ye, opah kamu dah takde, kami on the way ke Putrajaya ni

mesej abah, sebab takde kekuatan untuk sampaikan berita secara verbal, tapi...takde respons

berbalas-balas komen facebook dengan sepupu

edy: ko da bgtau makcik ke??td kami da bgtau tp xde lak die kol balik lepas tu...senyap je...

16.51 petang

telefon ayah, risau berita tak sampai lagi.. tapi, masih tiada respons

16.56 petang...

ayah: abah baru habis solat isyak ni... kami semua sihat-sihat di madinah. kakak sihat? macam mana sekarang?

*********************

hati siapa tak sebak bila nak sampaikan berita sedih pada orang tersayang

lagi-lagi apabila yang pergi adalah yang terakhir

bagi kedua-dua belah pihak

inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun

pada yang membaca

sama-sama mendoakan kesejahteraan

almarhumah Zamzilah bte Lazim

ibu kepada ibu saya

5.35 petang UK

29 November 2011

seni berkaki dan bertangan

2011-11-29T08:32:00.006+08:00

putih

kuning

hijau

biru

merah

hitam

percambahan kemahiran satu per satu

dari putih yang suci bersih

"innocence, ignorance"

ke hitam yang paling teratas

"maturity, sensibility"

matangkah aku dalam kehidupanku?

adakah aku setaraf apa yang aku capai?

sebanyak mana aku menghayati apa yang telah dicapai?

apalah gunanya jika pangkat bertingkat-tingkat

tapi tak berakhlak seperti sewajarnya

apalah ertinya ilmu yang menggunung

tapi amalnya tak setimpal mana

it's worth to try

2011-11-27T07:32:00.002+08:00

"So the world could be a better place for you and I

If we just live our lives

Putting our differences aside

Oh that would be so beautiful to me"

trying hard to feel that way

insya'allah

niat

2011-11-26T02:38:00.008+08:00

perbaharui niat kita

kerana kita tak tahu bila akan kita mati

perbaharui niat kita

moga terus bermotivasi dan berinspirasi

sentiasa berobjektif dalam apa yang dilakukan

dan tahu apa yang kita mahukan

perbaharui niat kita

tapi jangan melampau-lampau

berubah sedikit tapi biar berterusan

perbaharui niat kita

agar kita esok lebih baik dari kita semalam

perbaharui niat kita

agar semua yang kita lakukan

hanya untuk mendapat keredhaan Allah

p/s: salam Maal Hijrah 1433H

ehh?

2011-11-25T03:59:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder

how do these people know me?

it's quite often though

they'd say as soon as they heard my name

them ="oo... so this is AR....."

me =*speechless*

am i too busybody in facebook?

or is it because i'm always appear

in their home notifications?

hopefully i'm known

not because of bad attitudes

or is that a hint

that i should reduce

my appearance in that social network?

(~.~)

selamat-selamat

2011-11-24T01:03:00.013+08:00

salam dan hai.

Siang tadi. Tercalon untuk satu jawatan bagi Malaysian Society sesi 2011-2012. Agak terkejut. Tak pernah tercapai dek akal. Harapnya tercalon bukan kerana 'dikenakan' oleh sahabat, sebaliknya kerana kredibiliti yang ada. Meskipun tidak berjaya dek kekurangan 1 undi, cukup membuktikan bahawa aku sebenarnya ada potensi yang masih boleh diasah. Dan aku akan terus belajar, terus menimba pengalaman hidup.

Bukanlah jawatan yang aku mahukan, bukanlah gelaran yang aku impikan. Kerana sebagai pemimpin, tanggungjawab yang bakal digalas, bebanan yang akan diterima, adalah amat berat. Boleh jadi, di akhirat kelak yang akan melambatkan seseorang itu masuk ke syurgaNya, adalah kerana amanah sebagai pemimpin yang tidak dijalankan dengan sebaiknya. Na'uzubillah.

Jawatan hanyalah pada nama. Bukanlah maksudnya kena berjawatan baru nak buat kerja. Bukanlah maksudnya orang dah kenal baru nak terhegeh tunjuk berkaliber. Biarlah aku tanpa nama, biarlah bekerja dibelakang tabir, asalkan niat yang ikhlas keranaNya. Akan tetapi, sebaiknya yang berjawatan itu adalah adil untuk berada ditempatnya, dan bukan untuk menambah barah yang sedia ada. Dan kitalah yang bertanggungjawab memilih pemimpin itu. Berbaur politik?

yes, all this while, politics is all around us, whether we realise it or not,

whether we like it or not

Moga sahabat-sahabat disibukkan masa kerana amal kebajikan, dan bukannya disibukkan dengan perkara yang melaghakan. Jika tersalah langkah wahai sahabat, kesilapan itulah yang akan mematangkan kita. Insya'allah.

p/s: memetik kata-kata seorang penceramah, bila kita tak diamanahkan tanggungjawab, maknanya Allah suruh kita fokus dengan tanggungjawab yang sedia ada.

Selamat berjuang Committee baru

Ya atau Tidak?

2011-11-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

“Wahai yang empunya diri, sudahkah selesai mendirikan solat?”

“Sudah, Alhamdulillah.

Apakah kamu telah berniat dan mengangkat takbir ketika memulakan solatmu?”

“Ya.”

Apakah ketika kamu memasang niat dan mengangkat takbir itu, kamu rasakan itu mungkin solatmu yang terakhir, kerana mati boleh menjemputmu bila-bila masa?”

“Tidak..”

“Adakah ketika lidahmu menyebut ‘Allahu akbar’, hatimu turut membesarkan Allah?”

“Tidak..”

“Kalau begitu, kamu tidak benar-benar berniat dan mengangkat takbir.”

“….”

“Ketika lidahmu melafazkan doa iftitah, adakah kamu mengiyakannya bahawa hidupmu dan matimu hanya untuk Allah yang Esa?”

“Tidak..”

“Ketika surah al-Fatihah kamu baca, adakah hatimu bersyukur kepada Allah, Tuhan yang kamu sembah dan tempat meminta pertolongan, lantas kamu memohon diberi petunjuk ke jalan yang diredahi-NYA dan dijauhkan dari jalan yang sesat lagi dimurkai-NYA?”

“Tidak..”

“Kalau begitu, kamu sebenarnya tidak membaca apa-apa dalam solatmu.”

“….”

“Adakah kamu telah menyempurnakan rukuk dan sujud serta menjaga pergerakanmu agar tidak mendahului iman?”

“Ya.”

“Dan ketika rukuk dan sujud itu, adakah hatimu tunduk dengan penuh rasa hina diri ke hadrat Allah dan benar-benar merasakan kebesaran-NYA dan kamu merasakan Allah melihatmu dan menilai solat yang sedang kamu kerjakan?”

“Tidak..”

“Kalai begitu, kamu sebenarnya tidak rukuk dan sujud.”

“…”

“Dalam solatmu, adakah kamu berniat mendekatkan diri kepada Allah dengan mengerjakan sesuatu amalan juga kebaikan yang paling utama?”

“Tidak..”

“Dan ketika kamu akhiri solatmu dengan ucapan salam, adakah hatimu berasa takut kalau-kalau solat yang baru kamu kerjakan tidak diterima Allah lalu amalan itu dilemparkan kembali ke mukamu, di samping menaruh harapan agar Dia mahu menilai solatmu sebagai pengabadian darimu?”

“Tidak..”

“Kalau begitu, kamu sebenarnya tidak mendirikan solat keranaNYA dan tidak pula mengingati dan mendekatkan dirimu dengan Allah melalui solatmu”. Berhati-hatilah kerana Allah telah berfirman:

‘Neraka Wail bagi orang yang solat, yang mereka itu lalai dalam solatnya.’ (Al-Ma’un”: Ayat 4-5)

“Astaghfirullahal azim…Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan untuk memperbaiki solatku dan menjadikannya wadah untuk tambah dekat dan hampir dengan-Mu."

p/s: sometimes sharing from facebook is indeed priceless

moments to end

2011-11-22T03:05:00.005+08:00

tugasan yang diberi

diterima dengan amanah

disertai dengan harapan

jangan malas-malas lagi

ayuh bangkit berusaha

masa takkan menunggu kita!

*dateline memandang sebelah mata*

kalau tidak disibukkan dengan kebenaran, nanti tersibuk pula dengan kebatilan.

sungguh aku taknak!

"berangkatlah kamu baik dengan rasa ringan mahupun dengan rasa berat, dan berjihadlah dengan harta dan jiwamu di jalan Allah. yang demikian itu adalah yang lebih baik bagimu jika kamu mengetahui" [At-Taubah:41]

"Kemudian apabila engkau telah membulatkan tekad, maka bertawakkallah kepada Allah. Sungguh, Allah mencintai orang yang bertawakal" [Al-Imran: 159]

bola

2011-11-22T01:46:00.001+08:00

Sukan hari ini:
Malaysia menang pingat emas bola sepak. Semua gembira dan saling share kat FB.

Best jugak kalau perkara-perkara baik yang lain eg video2 ceramah agama, zikir2 dan status mendidik jiwa, promo program-program disharekan secara beramai-ramai dengan penuh semangat seperti ini :)

p/s: status fb seorg sahabat.. so true

try and error

2011-11-21T17:17:00.004+08:00

tahap manakah prestasi kita

untuk berjuang sehabis baik?

disini hanyalah tempat untuk berlatih

tempat untuk mencuba dan bersedia

kerana hakikatnya, Malaysialah medan juang sebenar!

chains of hope

2011-11-18T07:53:00.002+08:00

and easily

i burst into tears

within a simple twist

i need to keep holding on

although sometimes

it's too fragile...

feel your senses

2011-11-18T06:26:00.003+08:00

common sense

how many of us

thinks it's important?

it may seem minor

but could impact a major!

nought?

2011-11-18T06:19:00.001+08:00

for how many of us

is truly sincere

to the act we do?

faraway land

2011-11-17T06:42:00.001+08:00

it's just funny

that now we've a barrier

divider of the thin air

whilst others can't see

too less to spend

2011-11-15T03:18:00.004+08:00

now i know the reason

why i'm always with them

they are my mentors

and they're helping me

to prepare myself

to become one

someday

insya'allah

time is ticking fast

slowly it leaves me

whether i'm ready

or not

gigihlah berjuang

2011-11-10T01:39:00.001+08:00

kerana perjuangan itu

tidak semudah ABC dan 123

niat hanya keranaNya

insya'allah

sisi 360 darjah

2011-11-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

dalam kita rancak berusrah

berbulatan gembira

pernahkah kita perhatikan

keadaan sekeliling?

adakah kita hanya

mahu ber'sharing'2

berdiskusi dengan mereka

yang mahu mendengar

sedangkan yang lain

dibiar terkontang-kanting?

dengan dunia khayalan mereka?

adakah wajar kita biarkan

mereka bersendirian

hanya kerana mereka

jarang-jarang mengikuti usrah

kurang komited dengan

program-program yang

kita anjurkan?

layakkah kita untuk melabel

orang tu sudah layak didakwah

dan orang itu belum layak lagi?

satu perkara yang paling ditakuti

adalah apabila diakhirat kelak

mereka datang kepada kita

dan bertanya

"kenapa tidak mereka diberitahu

sedangkan mereka wajar tahu"

Hidden Dreams Can Sometimes Be

2011-11-08T07:11:00.001+08:00

if today
you think you're worthless
then think again

on the road

2011-11-07T06:38:00.003+08:00

"so where are you ladies going to?"

"we're going to the mosque, there's a celebration today"

"what is it called?"

"Eid Mubarak"

"Who is he? someone like Hosni Mubarak?"

"It's not a he. it's a religious event"

"what is it all about? do you eat and drink together?"

"we pray in congregation this morning and eat together later on"

"never heard of such festival"

"have you heard of Islam?"

"no I don't"

"I don't do religions"

"I can't afford God"

"it's too expensive"

dear brothers and sisters there

2011-11-04T02:58:00.008+08:00

we had five Palestinians in our class today
they were deans and lecturers in Palestine universities
once they entered the class
everything was cheerful
everybody seemed so excited
like no other things could interrupt their smile

but
when the first question we asked
"how's the condition now in Palestine?"
faces turned dull
the upward curve line seemed to change
"it's difficult"
and they keep on repeating that 'magical' word
"it's rather easier to go abroad than to move inside the country"
roadblocks everywhere
neither importing nor exporting goods
that is even difficult

I was ashamed of myself
for not knowing many issues regarding them and their land
so this is like a wake up call for me
to be aware and sensitive of this issue
in the future

that is why we have to fight with them
WE have to help them as many ways as we can
because they're our brothers and sisters!
we have a mission to accomplish
we have Al-Aqsa to save
and the most powerful weapon we have
is the DU'A!

"The believers are but brothers, so make settlement between your brothers. And fear Allah that you may receive mercy" [49:10]

“When My servants ask thee concerning Me, I am indeed close (to them): I listen to the prayer of every supplicant when he calleth upon me: Let them also, with a will, Listen to My call, and believe in Me: That they may walk in the right way.” [2: 186]

on the go

2011-10-26T21:24:00.004+08:00

i think it's best to change
little by little
no matter how tiny the deeds are
it'll always be counted

don't be afraid to initiate
people will support you
those who understand
and those who believe
that you can do it well

this is the time to train yourself
coz when you're back in reality
no one will wait for you
coz that's the time for action

this is the time for good night dreams
time to gain as much as you can
absorbs all the good values here in abroad
how Islamic the manners are conducted here
that we could bring home to our 'Islamic' country

da'wah doesn't specify any preference
that it's only for men or women
it's for all
Islam for all
regardless of anything

xie xie

2011-10-26T17:00:00.005+08:00

saya tahu
saya terburu-buru
saya nak selesai cepat
sebelum ia makin mengelirukan

terima kasih kepada kamu-kamu
sebab faham situasi saya
bukan saya taknak bersama kamu
tapi saya tau kenapa saya ada disini

kalau bukan kerana usaha-usaha kamu
mungkin saya takkan kenal erti Islam
mungkin juga saya makin hanyut
mungkin juga saya takkan jadi
macam hari ini

i thank thee
for showing me the way
opened my eyes to see it through

maybe we're no longer
in the same boat
in that sense
but deep inside
i plead for unity

one day
insya'allah

rhetorical quotes

2011-10-25T02:27:00.008+08:00

"nanti bila dah balik malaysia, adakah kalian hanya nak jadi budak usrah sahaja?
atau nanti dah busy dengan kerja dan keluarga,
terabai segala tarbiyyah yang dapat masa kat oversea?"

" i only respect those who can balance their time and activities.
if you're good in religious part but still sleep in class,
skip classes or not able to finish assignments on time etc,
then you don't earned to be respected"

"kalau nama je budak oversea,
pandai agama tapi tak reti buat kerja,
bagi tugasan tak dapat nak selesaikan,
pukul satu dah lesap dari sekolah,
kalau macam tu baik study kat malaysia je"

all quotes are so true,
indeed.
it urges us to ponder
and reflect our stand
and our actions

flush diri sendiri

2011-10-20T06:52:00.004+08:00

berkata tanpa beramal
itu yang aku risaukan

mulut dok pot pet pot pet
dok nasihat orang sini sana
tapi diri sendiri tak ter'cater'

diri sendiri yang masih lagha
macam tu kau kata nak jadi role model?

macam tu ke tarbiyah yang nak dibawa?
cakap tak serupa bikin
sama macam ilmu tanpa amal
ada kereta takde enjin

rugi!

Muhasabah

2011-10-17T07:18:00.001+08:00

setiap hari

sebelum tidur
mari muhasabah

apa yang kita lakukan seharian?

adakah ianya bermanfaat buat diri?

mampukan ia membantu agama kita?

menolong sahabat-sahabat kita

mengenal Islam dengan lebih mendalam?

mencermin diri akan keindahan Islam?

sesungguhnya tanggungjawab kita berat
tanggungjawab kita tiada sempadannya
selagi Islam belum tertegak
tiada 'pause' buat kita
untuk berehat

walau seketika

sesuci salju

2011-10-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

manusia itu
fitrahnya suci

suka kedamaian
suka kebersihan
suka kecantikan
suka kesempurnaan

Islam itu kan cantik
Islam itu kan bersih
Islam itu kan mendamaikan
Islam itu sempurna

jadi?
tiada alasan untuk menolak
walau hanya sebahagian

ini bukan perlumbaan kedua

2011-10-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

Dugaan dan cabaran

Takkan lekang dari diari

Dalam kehidupan sementara ini

hari ini kita bersorak gembira

Kerana kejayaan terukir

Tapi esok menangis teresak

kerana gagal mencapai matlamat

perjuangan

takkan selesai hingga ke akhir kalam

takkan terhenti di tengah jalan

selagi hayat masih bernyawa

teruskan berjuang wahai jundullah

jangan gusar sahabatku

jika sukar yang kau hadapi

masih ramai yang ingin membantu

sebarisan saf menanti diimamkan

sejentera pahlawan tersedia ke medan perang

yakinlah pada janji-janjiNya

biar kini kita bersusah payah

kelak akan bahagia abadi

Life Up to The Fullest

2011-10-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

I think this video clip is quite interesting..
lets live life to the fullest in the name of Allah

beautiful creation

2011-10-09T07:02:00.002+08:00

Whitstable in a windy cloudy day

Alhamdulilah

for Kent is so beautiful

there's lots of places

that can be my secret places

to hide my sadness

to throw away the miserable feeling

and make me calm and feel peace

i'd go anywhere alone

or with faces i rarely meet

so i could leave aside the problems

to enjoy the beauty of the nature

O Allah

you've created such miracles

the beauties that made us calm

when we're thinking of You

Praises are to Allah

the not so lucky day

2011-10-06T23:01:00.001+08:00

salam and hi

i'd just make a homerun from St Augustine's library to the third floor Newton's building and went back to St Augustine's library all in one short. in addition that i haven't had any food properly since morning. and the time now is almost half past four.and also that my phone has just close its eyes.

anyway,

how far is it from the library to the university?
around 10-15 mins malaysian walking distance.

why do i have to do that?
we met a government officer today to make a criminal clearance so that we would be allowed to do our School Experience in a primary school in Folkestones. we need to show a proof of lists of things including a copy of bank statement or any document that shows your name and home address on it.

unfortunately, i've only lived in that new accomodation less than a month, so i don't have anything to show since i haven't got anything except a bank statement telling that my father has banked in some amount of money for me. and by the way the statement is printed in all black so it's not a very good enough to be claimed as a proof.

so what happened?
i had to stay on campus(library to be precise) to wait for my turn. so when my turn comes, that happened. she couldn't accept the bank statement as it may be a false proof because it was printed in all black (normally we have coloured printed statements). and yeah, i had to make another appointment and bring other proofs. i called my other housemates if they brought the tenancy agreement as it was my last option, apart from the rejected bank statement.

so there was i, borrowed a phone from Kaled and made a phone call, rushed back to third floor Newton's building just to get the tenancy agreement, and rushed again to library. anndddddd.... it was still not good enough. my friends who used it this morning managed to use it as a proof, but i guess the luck is not with me.

such a dissappoinment..

but, to look from a bright side

i managed to proof myself that i am still fit. although running in a windy day is cool (the sweat dries quickly), but it also showed that i haven't do much physical activities or any sports since i came back to UK, or even my three months of holiday in Malaysia. i was breathing heavily as if i've climbed a mountain which i should have not if i'm still active in sports or such.

second of all, I thanked Kaled for lending his phone, Jega for offering me some cookies since she knew i haven't eaten anything for lunch and those who concerns about my current status and Sammy who had to witness me being scolded by the officer(the officer was probably too tired at the time, as to meet everybody one by one since morning). this shows that i still have friends who care, and longed enough to help. Thanks all!

"‎'LUCK' is never in a mukmin's dictionary, my dear. apa yg berlaku, PASTI ada hikmah, no doubt!"

this actually calmed me.. thanks kak D for the lovely quote. at times when i really need someone, you're always there for me. yes, i do agree that when any bad incident happends, there's always something that Allah wants to show to me. maybe it's not shown today, tomorrow, or even maybe days later, but perhaps there's something He wants me to learn. life will never be easy all the time, right? this actually teaches me how to react, and to respond when dealing with other people, perhaps in the future when i'm already a teacher soon(insya'allah), i'll be dealing with high officers and with the admin workers.

and last of all, things will never be as we plan. no matter how hard we tried to reach our target, there's always rough at some edges. to gain success at the end, we have to face challenges and obstacles to get through. Allah is the best planner of all and no one should have doubted it.

Allahuma yassir wa la tuassir.
may He makes easy everything that is difficult for me

school experience

2011-10-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

salam and hi

i'm going ro Sandgate Primary School for my School Experience next Tuesdays onwards.
so excited yet so nervous. I couldn't think of any questions those cute kids would ask..
would like to see the different system of education as we have in Malaysia
May everything goes well, Insya'allah

Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir

new house

2011-09-24T15:37:00.003+08:00

salam and hi

akhirnya dah masuk rumah baru (setelah menumpang di rumah Jiani satu malam).
rumah ni serba serbi baru dan super comel kalau nak compare dengan keadaan rumah sewaktu 'house viewing' dulu. Excited! Terharu dengan landlord yang super duper baik hati~

pagi ni baru sudah mengemas barang yang berkotak-kotak tu. Alhamdlulillah. tapi internet hanya akan dipasang dalam masa 3 minggu dari sekarang. hm... nampaknya perlu bertahan dengan online melalui fon atau jadikan fon itu sendiri sebagai modem. surviving skill amat-amat diperlukan sekarang.

minggu depan dah start kelas, baiknya jika saya dapat adapt diri dengan secepat mungkin

bye bye 1 malaysia

2011-09-21T00:29:00.003+08:00

salam and hi!

oh, lagi beberapa jam sebelum flight balik ke Kent.. perasaan?
haru ade, biru ade.. heh.. campur baur lah weh!

haih, dengan masa yang tak seberapa ni, mana sempat nak contact semua yang rapat.. adek-adekku yang melambak-lambak, tapi yang sempat jumpa hanye sekerat dua. maafffff.
jumpa lecturer pun macam segan-segan kambing.. *macam mana la nak jadi cikgu besok ni... jumpa orang pun malu2*

harapnya, hari-hari yang mendatang dapatlah hadir dengan bestnye. jadilah ia bermacam-macam bagai bagi aku berfikir sikit kenapa kenapa dan kenapa.

so far, aku dah plan a few things bila dah balik sana.

1. nak jadi skema sikit since year 2 seems like a bit tougher than year 1. plus classmates baru nanti, semuanye pun macam ramai yang skema-skema je....

2. nak berjalan banyak-banyak lagi supaya aku tak terperap mengabehkan beras je kat rumah. ape guna hantar pergi jauh-jauh kalau duduk rumah je 24/7

3. meminimakan penggunaan BM dirumah. well, duduk dengan non-malays, harapnya dapatlah improve. aku tak nak jadi cikgu BI yang xreti BI.

4. merajinkan diri untuk aktif bersukan kembali. kalau tak sia-sia je aku berhempas pulas nak sumbat 'kicking pad' dan bola basket dalam beg.

5. improve dalam pengurusan masa. tanggungjawab makin banyak, masa makin kurang. so kena kurangkan masa kurang berpaedah!

well, that's at least my resolution for now.

only time will tell

2011-09-20T13:45:00.002+08:00

kadang-kadang
kita selalu merungut
bila tak dapat sesuatu
yang kita idamkan

apa yang kita rancang
tak menjadi
semua serba tak kena

walhal
Allah kan lebih mengetahui
dan bila sekian masa berlalu
barulah kita sedar

bahawa sebaik-baik urusan
Allah juga yang tetapkan
baru kita rasa bersyukur
dengan apa yang Allah dah bagi
berbanding apa yang kita dah minta

eyes that see

2011-09-20T11:35:00.002+08:00

are you a short sighted?

you can see things from faraway

But couldn't able to see things near

Or are you a long sighted?

you see things near clearly

But ambiguous from a distance

Now or the hereafter

Which one would you choose?

Luxury now

And. . pain in the hereafter?

Or hardship now

And the never ending happiness later?

Long goal or short goal

Both are important

But which is your main priority?

because they're my parents

2011-09-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

papa dan mama
ibu dan abah
emak dan ayah

tak kira apa pun panggilan mereka
mereka adalah yang terpenting
dalam hidup kita

yang membesarkan kita
yang melayan kerenah kita
yang mengajar kita erti kehidupan

tapi
cukupkah kita membalas jasa mereka
dengan segenggam ijazah ditangan?
dengan gaji beribu-ribu sebulan?
dengan pujian masyarakat dek kejayaan kita?

tidakkah kita mahu bersama-sama mereka di syurgaNya kelak?
kalau mahu, kenapa tidak ditegur kesilapan mereka?
andai kita tahu itu salah dan ini benar
kenapa tidak kita perjelaskan kepada mereka?
bukankah banyak caranya yang boleh kita aplikasikan?

berusahalah!
pimpinlah keluargamu
agar hidup dibawah lembayung Islam
secara total dan keseluruhan
dan bukan separuh- separuh
kerana Islam itu menyeluruh

Ya Allah! Ampunilah bagiku segala dosaku dan juga dosa dua ibu bapaku dan kasihanilah mereka keduanya sebagaimana mereka memelihara dan mendidikku di masa kecil.

p/s: melihat perkembangan semasa yang secara realitinya makin jauh dari Islam.

"betulkan yang biasa, biasakan yang betul"

summer in ending

2011-09-14T13:39:00.004+08:00

there's so many things i've seen

so many incidents i've encountered

good news, bad news, great lucks, bad lucks

all those are memorable

within this holiday

i've met so many figures

being together with them

experiencing the most of time

that was the precious moments

now

time is ticking

bye bye home

welcome adventure

will be back to UK next week

till we meet again

my great friends

dare not to fail

2011-09-13T15:20:00.003+08:00

I believe in Allah

therefore

nothing is impossible

If I was tested

that shows Allah loves me

and He wants to know if I love Him too

I am the chosen one

and I will take the challenge

nothing will fail me

unless He says so

so He can give me

something better

Insya'allah

On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear

[Al-Baqarah, 2:286]

seungkai kata untuk dirasa

2011-09-05T11:34:00.001+08:00

Jangan jadikan pujian manusia sebagai motivasi unggul kerana ia akan mencelamu dikemudian hari.

Jangan jadikan duit sebagai motivasi unggul kerana ia akan hilang dan habis.

Jangan jadikan pangkat sebagai motivasi unggul, kerana ia juga akan tamat dan dihasadi.

Jangan jadikan keluarga sebagai motivasi unggul, kerana ia akan mati jua.

JADIKAN ALLAH, RASULNYA DAN SYURGA YANG DIJANJIKANNYA SEBAGAI MOTIVASI, NESCAYA ALLAH TIDAK AKAN MATI DAN JANJINYA TIDAK AKAN MENGECEWAKAN.

the unheard

2011-08-24T00:14:00.004+08:00

currently on medication

the side effects:

rarely able to wake up early in the morning

no matter how early I go to sleep the night before

so gonna miss the talk tomorrow morning at Shah Alam T_T

hopefully someone who went there would record it for me

*fingers crossed*

speechless

2011-08-14T15:34:00.001+08:00

lepas ni

kalau diorang tanye lagi

kite senyum je

bajet cool

(n_n")

if things...

2011-08-12T00:48:00.002+08:00

if things were not on your side

don't sigh

if things were not in your plans

don't ruin

if things happened to be out of your control

let it be

don't cry

I'm sure there's better plans

Allah prepares for us

don't stop believing

keep on trying

keep on praying

"But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you;

and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you.

And Allah Knows, while you know not" (2:216)

p/s: the point is, don't give up!

siapakah DIA?

2011-08-03T00:23:00.001+08:00

Aku sedang menanti dia
Seorang lelaki yang akan bergelar suami
Seorang mukmin yang merindui syahid di jalan ALLAH
Seorang hambaNYA yang senantiasa zikrullah

Dia seorang lelaki yang tegas dan berani
Dia tidak pernah takut untuk berkata benar
Dia tidak pernah gentar melawan nafsu yang ingin menguasai diri
Dia sentiasa mengajak aku berjuang berjihad fisabilillah

Dia selalu menghiburkan aku
Dengan alunan ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran
Dengan zikir-zikir munajat
Dengan surah-surah rindu yang dihafaznya

Ketika aku leka diulik mimpi indah duniawi
Dia menasihati ku supaya mengingati mati
Ketika aku sedang asyik terpesona dengan buaian cinta dunia
Dia menyedarkan aku betapa lazatnya lagi pesona cinta Yang Maha Esa

Dia memang sentiasa kelihatan penat
Matanya penat kerana membaca
Suaranya lesu kerana penat mengaji dan berzikir
Badannya letih kerana bermunajat di malam hari

Dia sentiasa mengingati mati
Baginya,dunia ini adalah pentas lakonan semata-mata
Kita hambaNYA adalah pelakon
Hasil keputusan lakonan kita akan diputuskan di padang Mahsyar nanti

Dia sentiasa menjaga matanya dari berbelanja perkara-perkara maksiat
Dia sentiasa mengajak aku mendalami ajaran Islam
Dia seorang yang penyayang dan taat akan kedua ibu bapa
Dia juga sentiasa berbakti untuk keluarga

Dia sentiasa tabah dan sabar dalam menghadapi dugaan
Baginya, dugaan-dugaan itulah yang akan menjahit semula
Sejadah imannya yang terkoyak
Lantaran mungkin kerana kekhilafannya sendiri

Dia sentiasa menjaga solatnya kerana itulah maruah dirinya
Dia sentiasa bersedia menjadi imam dan pemimpin keluarga
Dia tidak pernah berasa malu mempertahankan agama IslamNYA
Kerana Islam adalah addin ALLAH yang sebenar-benarnya

Dia sentiasa ingin mencontohi sifat-sifat mulia Rasullullah S.A.W.
Dia juga sentiasa berusaha mencintai kekasih agungnya
Kekasih sejatinya dan kekal abadi
Iaitu ALLAHURABBI

Dia selalu berdoa dan mengimpikan syurga
Dia ingin mengajak aku ke sana sekali
Kerana, di situlah tempat pertama wujudnya cinta
Dia ingin bawa aku ke syurga yang abadi dan hakiki

Aku mencintai dia kerana agamanya dan kerana cintanya kepada Maha Pencipta
Andai dia hilangkan cintanya, maka hilanglah cintaku pada dia
Cinta dia terhadap Maha Pencipta mendekatkan aku padaNYA
Cinta Illahi jugalah yang menyebabkan aku memilih dia

Siapakah dia..???
Aku juga tidak mengetahui siapakah dia jodoh ku
Hanya Engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu
Doaku, semoga dia tercipta untuk ku
Semoga aku bertemu jodoh dengan dia
Kerana..
Dia pilihan ku..

*p/s: copy paste, bukan nukilan sendiri

WOW versi 2011

2011-08-01T12:18:00.002+08:00

Ade orang kate, seluruh kehidupan seharian kita adalah tarbiyah terbaik untuk kita. Ape yang kita lakukan, ape yang berlaku dan yang adakalanya yang tak dijangka akan terjadi kadang kala merupakan yang terbaik untuk kita. Pengalaman menjadi AJK bagi pre-departure WOW sememangnya banyak mengajar erti kehidupan selain sebagai pelajar TESL luar negara semata-mata.

Pengalaman sesat hampir 5 jam, jualan yang tidak habis terjual,memandu lebih sejam untuk ke pre-departure yang satu lagi untuk bertemu junior yang bakal ke Kent, terpaksa skip ceramah bagi memberi perkhidmatan bagi yang memerlukan, yang mana kebanyakan masa sendirian terisi dengan muhasabah dan refleksi. Walaupun agak sedih kerana terpaksa melepaskan peluang menuntut ilmu yang mungkin sukar didapati secara live dan bukannya online, ada sahabat yang mengingatkan bahawa apa yang telah dilakukan mungkin lebih bermanfaat. Kita lebih terbuka untuk beramal dengan apa yang kita ada berbanding kita mengutip ilmu tapi mungkin tak sempat untuk beramal dengannya.

Percutian(specifically, WOW) ini juga berjaya mengeratkan ukhuwah sesama sahabat dan juga rakan-rakan junior. Mungkin sebelum ini kami tak pernah bersua(hanya berfacebook di alam maya), tak pernah makan bersama, tidur bersama dan berprogram bersama, tetapi atas dasar titik persamaan itulah yang memberi ruang untuk mengenali mereka dengan lebih mendalam.

Bila mana berkata tentang WOW, sememangnya akan teringat dan terngiang-ngiang saat diri menjadi peserta tahun sebelumnya. Walaupun ada bezanya antara menjadi peserta dan menjadi penggerak program, tapi disinilah aku lebih mengenal dan memahami diri dan agama dengan lebih baik. Disinilah titik tolak permulaan perubahan yang aku alami setelah bergelar pelajar luar negara. Ke arah yang lebih baik dan berterusan membuat kebaikan, itulah target aku sepanjang berada di perantauan dan apabila balik kelak.

In the end, WOW tetapppp…. WOW!

sambal belacan vs sandwich inti special

2011-07-14T01:05:00.002+08:00

ada satu cerita
dimana taubat ini ada dua jenis
satunya ialah taubat sambal belacan
satu lagi pula, taubat sandwich inti special

taubat sambal belacan
walau sepedas macam mana sekalipun
tetap dimakan diratah-ratah
samalah seperti bertaubat
tapi masih melakukan
perkara yang ingin dihentikan

taubat sandwich inti special
bayangkan kita meratah sandwich
intinya pula sudah busuk dan basi
terus saja dibuang diludah
dan selagi masih terasa dimulut
selagi itu dikumur-kumur
biar hilang rasa dan bau
samalah seperti taubat
sudah bertaubat
tak kunjung lagi

jadi, agak-agak, mana yang lagi sedap ek?
sambal belacan ke sandwich special?
(^_^)

Bara yang melara

2011-06-28T07:29:00.005+08:00

Semakin lara kita didera bara—
kita laungkan juga pesan merdeka:
Demokrasi sebenderang mentari
sehasrat hajat semurni harga diri.

Lama resah kita—demokrasi luka;
lama duka kita—demokrasi lara.
Demokrasi yang angkuh, kita cemuhi;
suara bebas yang utuh, kita idami!

Dua abad lalu Sam Adams berseru:
(di Boston dijirus teh ke laut biru):
Tak diperlu gempita sorak yang gebu,
diperlu hanya unggun api yang syahdu.

Kini menyalalah unggun sakti itu;
kini merebaklah nyala unggun itu.

-A. Samad Said-

*pelik
kerana satu adjektif
pembangkang dituduh pengacau
seniman ditangkap disoal
apalah erti satu adjektif?
kalau yang dimaksudkan tidak dapat dilaksanakan?

p/s: click title for further information

stand firm and steadfast

2011-06-23T18:02:00.004+08:00

if you think

you want to change

but not sure where to start from

try from something simple

that will not burden you

make it as a routine

and when you're ready

for the next changes

go for it

but never forget

and never abandoned

the things that you've done before

that is istiqamah

On the authority of Abu 'Amr, though others call him Abu 'Amrah Sufyan bin 'Abdullah, radiyallahu anhu, who said:

I said: "O Messenger of Allah, tell me something about Islam which I could not ask anyone about save you." He answered: "Say: 'I believe in Allah', and then stand firm and steadfast."

margate project work

2011-06-19T07:29:00.015+08:00

salam and hi!

I think it's been quite some time since my last entry written not in poetic kind of style. well, approximately, I am now counting days to go back to Malaysia for my summer holiday :)

and in the meantime, i still have classes on Mondays and Thursdays afternoon, carrying out some sort of a small project work.

we've been assigned to go and explore an UNFAMILIAR town in Kent. when we get there, we were asked to make a short video clip of that place, either you can put in interviews or just anything to represent that place and as a proof of your small exploration.

we've been to Margate, around half an hour or so from Canterbury and we went to some places (some.. due to heavy rain, we couldn't go more any further with that condition)

the most interesting part of Margate that I discovered is that I have found a REAL mosque there. for your information, it is so hard to find a mosque around Canterbury (there's only a prayer room in CCCU and a small mosque called the Markaz in the UKC) ^^

what's more interesting is that the building of the mosque was a former church (click here for more details). the facilities were superb and comfortable. I managed to meet a Malaysian who is working at Sandwich and she knew where i'm studying at (she mentioned Chirst Church College, the former name for CCCU, which is kinda cool) ^^

so let's stop blabbing and here's the pictures I've taken throughout the trip :P

inside primark, shopping while waiting for the rain to stop ^^

traditionally, this place was one of the most famous places

for the British people during their holidays

the Droit House, where merchants used to pay their toll whenever they sailed to Margate

Tudor House, one of the oldest buildings in Margate

as you can see, it's a clock tower

it feels like as if i'm in Malaysia right now, somehow...

well, that's all for now

(n_n)

tutup mana yang patut

2011-06-18T19:15:00.005+08:00

pakai tudung

tapi kasihan

masih terlihat

bahagian leher

gumpalan rambut

pameran dada

tayangan kulit

baju sarung nangka

seluar ketat

pakaian jarang

itu yang kau kata menutup aurat?

biarlah labuh

tudung yang dipakai

menutup mana yang patut

agar tidak menimbul fitnah

biarlah baju dilonggar-longgarkan

dari menurunkan iman si lelaki

mendorong godaaan syaitan terlaksana

O facebook!

2011-06-15T07:34:00.004+08:00

of likes, comments and shares
we create our own profiles
filling our pages
of what we're thinking of
we often communicate virtually
with people of different places
regardless of different timezones

BUT

have we had enough communication
with our Al-Khaliq?
liking all His words
commenting and relate the stories
of our prophets with our daily life
sharing what we know with others
talking to Him regardless
of time and place

have we ever done the same thing
as what we did through facebook?
have we ever done the same actions
when we face our Creator?

the ultimate

2011-06-09T08:05:00.004+08:00

study

exams

results

these are the main focus

that you should concentrate on

whilst you're still a student

i wonder

when is the time

that you prayed hard the most?

is it when you're studying?

when you're sitting for your exams?

while waiting for the results to come?

even after you've received your results?

you pray hard for all the times

because the ultimate goal

is not the results

but JANNAH it is

*stay focus all mujahids, we can only have our peaceful rest in JANNAH, and no other place*

(T_T)

2011-06-04T01:51:00.003+08:00

kadang-kadang

rasa sedih

kalau dulu

amat rapat

selalu sesama

bila nak ke mana-mana

dari sesat tersalah train

ke sesat di tengah bandar

amat akrab

tapi

bila dah kat sini

semuanya berubah

normal ke?

end of time

2011-06-03T01:44:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah

all praises to Allah The Creator

i have just finished my final exams

almost at the end of my first year..

who would have thought

almost a year ago

we were different

i was different

you were different

and for most of the time

we were dependent to our family

each and every day

it's them we first talked to

it's them we refer to

being abroad

life's changed

we are being more independent

of deciding our own choice

creating our own space

and from that

i've been learning a lot

from zero

i'm turning into somebody

filling myself with the endless knowledge

that Allah has spread within His creation

that it depends on me

whether to grab it or not

little by little

i'm growing up for sure

but to ensure i'm growing

healthy with His words

i need to be reminded

dear friends

remind me when i forget

warn me if i overdo things

scold me if went astray

what is life if there's no guidance

and what's friendship if there's no friends

to remind each other

to care for one another

a new phase

2011-06-01T08:26:00.002+08:00

salam and hi!

finally i'm twenty one.

a new phase i'm entering to.

at this stage,

at the age of twenty one,

people say that i can be called as an adult.

a mature adult to be precise.

i'm suppose to be mature in deciding

of what's good and what's not

my thinking should no longer only to whine

when i didn't get things the way i want it,

i should be more focus

in creating my future,

my career and life after marriage.

sometimes i wonder,

what have i done in the past

what was my contribution

to myself, my family, my friends

and most importantly

what have i contributed

to my religion?

at this range of age

a wise young boy

had conquered a whole kingdom

a talented young man

has formed his own website

and spreading da'wah

with all his credibility

but

what have i done ?

through all these years

i've just wasted my precious years

took it so lightly

where i should have grasp

lots of skills and knowledge

if i have taken it seriously, i would have been better

i would be more proactive

i would be more productive

than who i am today

i dare to declare

that i will work harder

that i will try my very best

to understand the knowledge

to be obedient

to the God that i worship

to be fair

to all those near me

and spreading the truth

while i'm still breathing

till my very last breath

insya'allah

p/s: thanks for all the wishes and gifts..

i appreciated those very very much indeed..

i'm sorry for not knowing how to respond to you guys

when you guys came and knocked my door just now....

may Allah bless all of us, insya'allah

what can a glass of milk do?

2011-05-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

One Glass Of Milk

One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.
He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door.

Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water! . She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it so slowly, and then asked, “How much do I owe you?”…..“You don’t owe me anything” she replied. “Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness.” He said ;“Then I thank you from my heart.”

As Elias left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit.

it.

Many year’s later that same young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease.

Dr. Elias was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor’s gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to her case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won.
Dr. Elias requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for sh e was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She read these words …
“Paid in full with one glass of milk”
(Signed) Dr. Elias.

(Source:nana-neferivana-sweetmess)
Subhan’allah! The good deed you do today may benefit you or someone you love at the least expected time. If you never see the deed again at least you will have made the world a better place :)

subhanallah! this cool story was taken from here

2011-05-27T16:33:00.003+08:00

salam and hi!

i found some cool comic strips somewhere in the web and would like to share it with you (n_n")

p/s: please click at the image for a better view

exam week

2011-05-26T10:04:00.003+08:00

two papers done

now the awaiting other

will wait for me next week

a day after twenty one years

i was born into this world

letters make me lousy

numbers make me busy

exams, make me uneasy

hoping for a better luck next week

insya'allah

(^_^)

p/s: can't believe that i'm turning 21 in a few more days o.O

belajar dari si kecil

2011-05-21T21:46:00.001+08:00

salam and hi!

jom tengok video ni dulu~

haip, no peeking...

let's watch the video first!

alhamdulillah,

seronok kan bila tengok Nina berjaya naik basikal dengan bergayanya!

walaupun pada mulanya, banyak kali dia tak boleh nak kayuh betul-betul,

terhenti di tengah jalan, hampir terlanggar orang,

siap calar-calar lagi tu.. kesiannnn... tapi,

ayah dia tetap support 100% dan suruh dia cuba lagi..

akhirnya, dia boleh menunggang basikal dengan tersenyum bangga!

begitulah sepatutnya kita

kita dan kehidupan kita

tak mungkin lari dari ujian hidup

masalah persahabatan, keluarga, mahupun dalam pelajaran

ada kalanya kita sampai terfikir,

kenapalah Allah turunkan ujian ni kat aku?

aku dah baik dah ni

dah buat semua suruhanNya

dah patuh semua laranganNya

tapi kenapa Allah nak uji jugak?

Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yg dusta."

(Al-Ankabut: 2-3)

Allah menguji kita ada sebabnya

untuk menjadikan kita

lebih kuat, tough dan tabah

tak main la kalau hambaNya lembik-lembik

terpijak kemuncup, meraung nak bagai

jadinya disini

ujianlah yang mengajar kita erti kehidupan

tanpa ujian, kita mana tau

apa erti sakit

apa erti susah

dan apa erti sedih

disebalik ujian yang mendatang

pasti ada hikmahnya

pasti ada sesuatu disebalik kejadian ini

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.
(Al-Baqarah: 216)

apa yang ada disisimu akan lenyap, dan apa yang ada disisi Allah adalah kekal.

dan Kami pasti akan memberi balasan kepada orang yang sabar dengan pahala yang lebih baik dari apa yang telah mereka kerjakan

(An-Nahl:96)

bak kata pepatah,

berakit-rakit ke hulu,

berenang-renang ke tepian,

bersusah-susah dahulu,

bersenang-senang kemudian.

(^_^)

wallahua'lam

sharing is caring

2011-05-21T08:20:00.001+08:00

Al Khawarizmi,seorang ahli Matematik Islam ditanya tentang wanita terbaik ;

Dia menjawab :

Jika wanita solehah dan beragama = 1

Jika dia cantik ; tambah 0 ke blkg 1 =10

Jika dia kaya ; tambah lagi 0 = 100

Dan jika dia dari keluarga baik-baik ; tambah lagi 0 = 1000

Tetapi jika yang "1" tiada, maka tiada apa yang tersisa pada wanita tersebut kecuali sekelompok "0"

this is somehow interesting

2011-05-20T18:06:00.002+08:00

in physics, we were taught,

Newton's 1st Law:

Any body at rest tends to stay at rest,and any body in motion tends to stay in motion,unless acted on by an external force

That theory confirms this verse:

"Verily Allah does not change a people's condition unless they change their innerselves" 13:11

subhanallah walhamdulillah wa la ila ha ilallah wallahu akbar!

Let The Love Of Allah Remain In The Heart

2011-05-17T18:33:00.001+08:00

subhanallah, i found this quite soothing \(^-^)/

His love is the greatest gift!

can you?

2011-05-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

it doesn't matter

how far you can go

how high you can reach

or how deep you can discover

what matters most is

how close you can be

with the Creator of our kind

(^_^)

spread your wings

2011-05-15T04:42:00.003+08:00

the longer i've been here

more clearer things that i see

and makes me think globally

the more i'm into it

the more i gained

the more i learned

the greater the responsibility

the more you know it

the more you have to do it

so spread it right

the wings of Islam

the wings of freedom

sharing from fb

2011-05-15T02:34:00.003+08:00

salam and hi

This is forwarded from a note in facebook.

This is a 10-minute play script entitled "Seven Jewish Children". One 'akak usrah' suggested me to read this. This script is full of mockeries, sarcasms and hidden intentions of Zionist-Jewish. Ok. No more talking craps. Just read.

No children appear in the play. The speakers are adults, the parents and if you like other relations of the children. The lines can be shared out in any way you like among those characters. The characters are different in each small scene as the time and child are different. They may be played by any number of actors.

Tell her it’s a game

Tell her it’s serious

But don’t frighten her

Don’t tell her they’ll kill her

Tell her it’s important to be quiet

Tell her she’ll have cake if she’s good

Tell her to curl up as if she’s in bed

But not to sing.

Tell her not to come out

Tell her not to come out even if she hears shouting

Don’t frighten her

Tell her not to come out even if she hears nothing for a long time

Tell her we’ll come and find her

Tell her we’ll be here all the time.

Tell her something about the men

Tell her they’re bad in the game

Tell her it’s a story

Tell her they’ll go away

Tell her she can make them go away if she keeps still

By magic

But not to sing.

Tell her this is a photograph of her grandmother, her uncles and

Tell her her uncles died

Don’t tell her they were killed

Tell her they were killed

Don’t frighten her.

Tell her her grandmother was clever

Don’t tell her what they did

Tell her she was brave

Tell her she taught me how to make cakes

Don’t tell her what they did

Tell her something

Tell her more when she’s older.

Tell her there were people who hated Jews

Don’t tell her

Tell her it’s over now

Tell her there are still people who hate Jews

Tell her there are people who love Jews

Don’t tell her to think Jews or not Jews

Tell her more when she’s older

Tell her how many when she’s older

Tell her it was before she was born and she’s not in danger

Don’t tell her there’s any question of danger.

Tell her we love her

Tell her dead or alive her family all love her

Tell her her grandmother would be proud of her.

Don’t tell her we’re going for ever

Tell her she can write to her friends, tell her her friends can maybe

come and visit

Tell her it’s sunny there

Tell her we’re going home

Tell her it’s the land God gave us

Don’t tell her religion

Tell her her great great great great lots of greats grandad lived

there

Don’t tell her he was driven out

Tell her, of course tell her, tell her everyone was driven out and

the country is waiting for us to come home

Don’t tell her she doesn’t belong here

Tell her of course she likes it here but she’ll like it there even

more.

Tell her it’s an adventure

Tell her no one will tease her

Tell her she’ll have new friends

Tell her she can take her toys

Don’t tell her she can take all her toys

Tell her she’s a special girl

Tell her about Jerusalem.

Don’t tell her who they are

Tell her something

Tell her they’re Bedouin, they travel about

Tell her about camels in the desert and dates

Tell her they live in tents

Tell her this wasn’t their home

Don’t tell her home, not home, tell her they’re going away

Don’t tell her they don’t like her

Tell her to be careful.

Don’t tell her who used to live in this house

No but don’t tell her her great great grandfather used to live in

this house

No but don’t tell her Arabs used to sleep in her bedroom.

Tell her not to be rude to them

Tell her not to be frightened

Don’t tell her she can’t play with the children

Don’t tell her she can have them in the house.

Tell her they have plenty of friends and family

Tell her for miles and miles all round they have lands of their own

Tell her again this is our promised land.

Don’t tell her they said it was a land without people

Don’t tell her I wouldn’t have come if I’d known.

Tell her maybe we can share.

Don’t tell her that.

Tell her we won

Tell her her brother’s a hero

Tell her how big their armies are

Tell her we turned them back

Tell her we’re fighters

Tell her we’ve got new land.

Don’t tell her

Don’t tell her the trouble about the swimming pool

Tell her it’s our water, we have the right

Tell her it’s not the water for their fields

Don’t tell her anything about water.

Don’t tell her about the bulldozer

Don’t tell her not to look at the bulldozer

Don’t tell her it was knocking the house down

Tell her it’s a building site

Don’t tell her anything about bulldozers.

Don’t tell her about the queues at the checkpoint

Tell her we’ll be there in no time

Don’t tell her anything she doesn’t ask

Don’t tell her the boy was shot

Don’t tell her anything.

Tell her we’re making new farms in the desert

Don’t tell her about the olive trees

Tell her we’re building new towns in the wilderness.

Don’t tell her they throw stones

Tell her they’re not much good against tanks

Don’t tell her that.

Don’t tell her they set off bombs in cafés

Tell her, tell her they set off bombs in cafés

Tell her to be careful

Don’t frighten her.

Tell her we need the wall to keep us safe

Tell her they want to drive us into the sea

Tell her they don’t

Tell her they want to drive us into the sea.

Tell her we kill far more of them

Don’t tell her that

Tell her that

Tell her we’re stronger

Tell her we’re entitled

Tell her they don’t understand anything except violence

Tell her we want peace

Tell her we’re going swimming.

Tell her she can’t watch the news

Tell her she can watch cartoons

Tell her she can stay up late and watch Friends.

Tell her they’re attacking with rockets

Don’t frighten her

Tell her only a few of us have been killed

Tell her the army has come to our defence

Don’t tell her her cousin refused to serve in the army.

Don’t tell her how many of them have been killed

Tell her the Hamas fighters have been killed

Tell her they’re terrorists

Tell her they’re filth

Don’t

Don’t tell her about the family of dead girls

Tell her you can’t believe what you see on television

Tell her we killed the babies by mistake

Don’t tell her anything about the army

Tell her, tell her about the army, tell her to be proud of the army.

Tell her about the family of dead girls, tell her their names why

not, tell her the whole world knows why shouldn’t she know? tell

her there’s dead babies, did she see babies? tell her she’s got

nothing to be ashamed of. Tell her they did it to themselves. Tell

her they want their children killed to make people sorry for them,

tell her I’m not sorry for them, tell her not to be sorry for them,

tell her we’re the ones to be sorry for, tell her they can’t talk

suffering to us. Tell her we’re the iron fist now, tell her it’s the fog

of war, tell her we won’t stop killing them till we’re safe, tell her I

laughed when I saw the dead policemen, tell her they’re animals

living in rubble now, tell her I wouldn’t care if we wiped them out,

the world would hate us is the only thing, tell her I don’t care if

the world hates us, tell her we’re better haters, tell her we’re

chosen people, tell her I look at one of their children covered in

blood and what do I feel? tell her all I feel is happy it’s not her.

Don’t tell her that.

Tell her we love her.

Don’t frighten her.

Well? Haha. Told you so. I was trembling in fear when I read this. How frightening the Zionists can be, manipulating the world and so on. And, yeah, who told you I'm gonna believe them?? This is what we call "Ghazwul Fikr" (Perang Saraf a.k.a Mental War) : How the Kuffars and the Yahuds try to manipulate the world's mind. Open your eyes!

Wallahua'lam...

"And hold firmly to the rope of Allah all together and do not become divided. And remember the favor of Allah upon you - when you were enemies and He brought your hearts together and you became, by His favor, brothers. And you were on the edge of a pit of the Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus does Allah make clear to you His verses that you may be guided." (Ali-Imran:103)

"Rabbana afrigh 'alainaa sobron wasabbit aqdamana wansurna 'alal qaumil kaafirin..."

i discovered this after almost a year!

2011-05-12T05:30:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

ya Allah...
berilah rahmat kepada Muhammad dan keluarganya
seperti yang Kau berikan pada Ibrahim dan keluarganya
berilah berkat kepada Muhammad dan keluarganya
sebagaimana yang Kau berikan pada Ibrahim dan keluarganya

Allahu ya Allah...
tiada yang Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang selain Engkau
Engkau curahkan kasih-Mu pada makhluk-Mu seakan-akan Engkau memerlukan mereka
padahal Engkau sama sekali tidak memerlukan semua itu...
telah banyak kurnia yang Engkau berikan kepadaku
telah banyak Engkau limpahkan rezeki-Mu padaku,
tak terhingga nikmat Engkau yan telah aku rasakan
namun
namun demikian, aku seringkali lalai mensyukurinya, aku seringkali membangkang pada-Mu
janganlah kerana kealpaanku itu Engkau murkai aku ya Allah
jangan Engkau campakkan dan jangan Engkau jauhi aku,
tapi teteskanlah ya Allah seberkas cahaya-Mu pada hatiku,
kerana tanpa bantuan-Mu nustahil aku dapat mensyukuri nikmat-nikmat-Mu,
mustahil aku dapat selalu taat kepada-Mu,
mustahil aku dapat menggunakan harta yang Engkau titipkan padaku sebagai sarana untuk pengabdian kepada-Mu

ya Allah hanya Engkau Yang Maha Kuat, aku ini lemah ya Allah,
tanpa bantuan-Mu tidaklah mungkin aku dapat mengalahkan setan dan hawa nafsu yang mengajak kepada kesesatan,
tanpa bantuan-Mu tidaklah mungkin aku dapat selalu tegar dalam mengabdi kepada-Mu,
tanpa petunjuk-Mu aku pasti akan tersesat ya Allah...
lindungilah aku dari perbuatan-perbuatan yang dapat mengotori jiwaku,
kuatkanlah imanku agar aku dapat tegar menghadapi segala cubaan-Mu

wahai Tuhanku Yang Maha Agung...
jadikanlah cintaku kepada-Mu melebihi kecintaanku kepada selain-Mu,
jadikanlah rasa takutku kepada-Mu melebihi rasa takutku kepada selain-Mu,
ingatkanlah selalu kepadaku akan tujuan Engkau menciptakan aku...
arahkanlah aku kepada jalan yang lurus, sesuai dengan jalan orang yang telah Engkau berkahi,
bukannya jalan yang telah Engkau murkai, dan bukan pula pada jalan orang-orang yang tersesat...
ya Allah, junjungan hati orang yang beriman,
terimalah ibadahku,
terimalah shalatku,
terimalah sedekahku,
terimalah zikirku...
maafkanlah bila ibadahku bercampur dengan riya'
maafkanlah amal soleh yang aku lakukan tidak dengan seluruh keikhlasan hatiku

ya Allah Yang Maha Pengasih...
janganlah Engkau hukum aku bila aku terlupa mengingat-Mu,
janganlah Engkau tinggalkan aku bila aku lalai mengagungkan-Mu,
dan jangan pula Engkau biarkan aku bila aku terperosok dalam perangkap kenikmatan dunia...

Allahumma ya Allah...
maksiat yang kulakukan tidaklah untuk menentang-Mu,
bukan pula kerana mengabaikan siksa-Mu, atau pun menentang hukum-Mu,
tetapi semata-mata kerana kebodohan dan kelemahan terjerat hawa nafsu belaka...
kasihani aku kerana kelemahanku ini ya Allah...

ya Allah ya Rahman ya Rahim...
aku memohon pada-Mu,
penuhilah kalbuku dengan cinta dan rasa takut pada-Mu,
dengan keyakinan dan keimanan kepada-Mu,
sarat dengan rindu dan rasa takut berpisah dengan-Mu...
bimbinglah agar aku dapat meningkatkan akhlakku mengikuti akhlak Nabi-Mu yang mulia Muhammad SAW
bantulah aku agar aku mampu bersyukur kepada-Mu...

Allahumma ya Allah....
Engkau menampakkan kepadaku rasa kasih sayang-Mu dengan nikmat-nikmat-Mu, tapi aku menimpahinya dengan dosa-dosa...
turun kepadaku kebaikan-Mu, naik kepada-Mu kejelekanku...
malaikat senantiasa datang kepada-Mu membawa perbuatan-perbuatanku yang buruk, tapi hal itu idak mencegah-Mu untuk menyebarkan belas kasih-Mu dan menganugerahkan nikmat-Mu,
besar sudah bencanaku, berlebihan sudah kejelekan keadaanku, rendah benar amal-amalku,
berat benar belenggu malasku, dunia dengan tipu dayanya telah memperdayaiku,

wahai junjunganku...
aku bermohon pada-Mu dengan segala kekuasaan-Mu,
jangan Kau tutup doaku kerana kejelekan amal dan perangaiku,
anugerahkan padaku manisnya ampunan-Mu, dan lazatnya magfirah-Mu...
perbaiki shalatku dengan curahan anugerah-Mu
keluarkan dari hatiku kecintaan pada dunia sebagaimana yang telah Engkau lakukan terhadap hamba-hamba pilihan-Mu sebelum aku...
wahai Zat yang paling baik untuk dimintai permohonanya...
yang paling murah pemberiannya...
yang paling agung kasih sayangnya...
bawalah kau dalam bahtera keselamatan-Mu
karuniailah aku kelazatan bermunajat kepada-Mu,
curahkanlah kepadaku cinta-Mu,
titipkanlah kepadaku manisnya kasih sayang-Mu,
tumbuhkanlah dalam hatiku kegemaran unntuk taat kepada-Mu,
tuluskanlah niatku dalam beribadah kepada-Mu...
wahai Tuhanku yang menguasai seluruh alam semesta..
aku meminta-Mu dengan penuh tunduk kerendahan dan kakhusyukan...
ampunilah aku serta rahmatilah diriku,

ya Allah Yang Maha Pengatur dan Maha Suci...
jadikanlah aku hamba-Mu yang selalu rela dan puas dengan pemberian-Mu,
rendah hati dalam bertingkah laku...
jadikanlah aku antara yang paling istimewa diantara pengenal-Mu,
yang paling saleh diantara hamba-Mu,
yang paling tulus diantara orang yang mentaati-Mu,
yang paling ikhlas dalam mengabdi kepada-Mu

ya Allah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Pengampun,
ampunilah dosa-dosa kedua orangtuaku,
kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka mengasihaniku semenjak aku masih dalam kandungan,
peliharalah mereka sebagaimana mereka telah memelihara aku dengan penuh kasih sayang,
sayangilah mereka sebagaimana mereka mencintaiku,
berilah mereka petunjuk sebagaimana mereka telah mengajariku,
dan lindungilah mereka dari gangguan makhluk Engkau sebagaimana mereka membela aku bila dizalimi...
ya Allah Penguasa Hari Akhir...
aku sedar cepat atau lambat aku pasti akan kembali kepada Engkau dengan meninggalkan harta benda yang telah aku miliki, meninggalkan anak-anakku yang aku cintai...
aku sedar bahwa aku akan menghadapi sakaratul maut,
pada saat itu bantulah aku agar dapat mengingat Engkau,
bantulah aku agar dapat mati dalam keadan khusnul khatimah...

ya Allah...
berilah aku kebaikan di dunia,
dan kebaikan di akhirat,
hindarkan aku dari siksa kbur-Mu,
jauhkanlah tempatku kelak dari api neraka-Mu...
laa haula wa laa quwwata illa billah...
alhamdulillahirabbilalamin...

p/s: setelah hampir setahun berada dinegara orang, baru terjumpa dalam fail, dimana terdapat nota kecil yang berbunyi....

"dari abah, ibu dan adik-adik,

(12.9.2010)

kami sentiasa berdoa keatas kejayaan Aqilah dunia dan akhirat"

T_T

kalaulah

2011-05-11T01:41:00.004+08:00

kalau disini

nak lintas jalan

sure pemandu akan bagi jalan

kalau lampu dah tukar kuning

berderu-deru kereta dah berhenti

tapi disana

selagi kau ada dijalan

jalan itu kau yang punya

tak lalu nak kasi can

bila lampu dah tukar merah

seboleh-boleh nak pecut

tunjuk juara siapa lagi terer

kalau kat sini

tak suka barang dah beli

boleh mintak tukar atau ganti rugi

tempoh refund pun lama bergaya

tapi kalau kat sana

dah beli, aku tak kenal kau

jadi jangan cari aku lagi

kalau kat sini

sistemnya lagi teratur

beratur naik bas punya smart

tak perlu cakap

confirm lurus barisan

tapi kat sana

semua berlumba nak masuk

tak kisah kau tua atau muda

janji aku ada tempat

indahnya hidup disini

walaupun rata-rata bukan islam

tapi sistem lebih islamik

berbanding dinegara islam sendiri

alangkah indahnya

jika disini

semuanya berlandaskan

Quran dan hadis

CCCU symphony orchestra

2011-05-08T06:36:00.009+08:00

salam and hi

sebentar tadi saya berkesempatan untuk mengikuti satu persembahan orkestra yang turut disertai salah seorang rakan saya (bajet jadi supporter la ni). bertempat di st gregory (kawasan kubur lama berdekatan uni, selepas asar) dan berbayar 3 pound, saya rasa, peluang ini sangat menarik untuk direbut (kalau kat malaysia, memang tak pergi dah ni, kompem lagi mahal ~.~)

berbalik topik yang ingin disampaikan, orkestra itu sendiri rata-ratanya merupakan hasil ilham dan cetusan idea komposer-komposer yang begitu menghayati keindahan muzik dalam kehidupan mereka. idea yang datangnya dari segenap pemerhatian tentang bunyi-bunyi semula jadi seperti kicauan burung, deruan ombak dan sebagai digubah dan diadun hingga terhasillah muzik yang best-best dan mantap-mantap (kalau nak suruh saya list komposer orkestra, hanya kenal kitaro je lah~.~).

hakikatnya, tidakkah kita tahu, semua makhluk ciptaanNya, burung, pokok dan lain-lain sebenarnya sedang bertasbih memuji kebesaranNya. cuma kita saja yang tidak dapat memahaminya. pernah tak korang rasa tenang je bila dengar bunyi alam? bila dengar rasa macam, wah, bestnye... tenang sangat.. well, itulah buktinya kita tenang mendengar kehidupan alam ini memuji nama Allah.

sebelum sampai Lands' End, Plymouth

"Langit yang tujuh, bumi dan semua yang ada di dalamnya bertasbih kepada Allah. Dan tidak ada sesuatu pun melainkan bertasbih dengan memujiNya, tetapi kamu tidak mengerti tasbih mereka. Sungguh, Dia Maha Penyantun, Maha Pengampun" [Al-Isra':44]

inilah mercu tanda Land's End

nak katenye disini, kalau makhluk Allah yang lain begitu istiqamah berzikir dan bertasbih, macam mana pulak kita yang dah Allah lantik sebagai khalifah dibumi ni? kita yang lagi tinggi darjatnya kerana dikurniakan akal, yang lagi banyak tanggungjawab dibumi ni, tak rasa pape ke bila makhluk Allah yang lain lagi hebat ingatannya kepada Allah berbanding kita?

wallahua'lam

jom start amalan berzikir, kerana dengan mengingati Allah, hati menjadi tenang... :)

St Ives, Plymouth

usahakan doamu

2011-05-07T06:06:00.002+08:00

seringkali kita berdoa

agar diberikan yang terbaik

dikurniakan yang terhebat

dalam kehidupan kita

namun

setimpalkah

dengan usaha kita?

atau hanya hebat perkataan

tapi tidak pada perbuatan?

Remember Who I Am

2011-05-06T08:48:00.001+08:00

"Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan agar mereka beribadat kepada-Ku"

(Az-Zariyat: 56)

"Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada para malaikat, "Aku hendak menjadikan khalifah di bumi." Mereka berkata," Apakah Engkau hendak menjadikan orang yang merosak dan menumpahkan darah di sana, sedangkan kami bertasbih memuji-Mu dan menyucikan nama-Mu?" Dia berfirman," Sungguh, Aku mengetahui apa yang tidak kamu ketahui"

(Al-Baqarah: 30)

jzkk Liana atas peringatan yang diberikan

you let me see the other side of a coin (^_^)

‘How to Revise Without Facebook’

2011-05-06T02:49:00.003+08:00

iGEMS by Br. Aaqib and Sheikh Sajid

- Lack motivation to revise? Remember Allah is watching so work hard.
- Feeling very stressed with revision? Keep trust in Allah and make Dua.
- Exam pressure intense? Exam of life is greater so remember Hereafter.
- Getting distracted by Facebook? Turn it off and focus purely on revision.
- Fancy youtube, bbc and revision? Never multi-task. One thing at a time.
- Drowning in books? Remember there is a life outside revision.
- Family expectations too high? Do your best, trust Allah and make Dua.

Aaqib's top 5 Revision Mistakes

He has recently completed a difficult degree in Maths from Birmingham University..

x Mistake 1: Not keeping to revision timetable
x Mistake 2: Revising on Facebook
x Mistake 3: Lacking motivation to Revise
x Mistake 4: Revising lastminute.com
x Mistake 5: Focusing on lecture theory more than past exam papers

-> Solution 1: Form a realistic and focused timetable - Plan ahead!
-> Solution 2: Turn Facebook off and focus purely on revision!
-> Solution 3: Work with excellence because Allah is watching!
-> Solution 4: Plan ahead. Focus. Complete revision in short blocks!
-> Solution 5: Go over at least 10 years worth of past exam papers!

Revision Duas for University Students

Dua Before Studying

Allahumma infa'nii bimaa
'allamtanii wa'allimnii
maa yanfa' unii.

O Allah! Make useful for me what You
taught me and teach me knowledge
that will be useful to me.

Dua While Studying Something Difficult

Allahumma la sahla illama
ja-'altahu sahla wa anta taj
'alu al hazana etha shi'ta
sahla.

O Allah! Nothing is easy except what
You have made easy. If You wish, You
can make the difficult easy.

Final piece of advice: Remember as Young Muslims at University, every second must help us get closer to Jannah. So we can maximise our good deeds. Turn your revision into a beautiful worship purely to please Allah.

credit to: http://www.islamicpoet.com/blog/?p=604

the DAY will come

2011-05-05T23:28:00.005+08:00

days in

days out

in few more days

there'll be exams

in few more weeks

i'll be HOME!

insya'allah

lets do our best

in our exams

but not to forget

the power of dua'a

belajar, belajar juga

tapi ibadah jangan lupa! :)

takziah wahai kekanda

2011-05-04T03:47:00.004+08:00

Allahu Rabbi

dah seminggu berita tu, baru hari ni berkesempatan dan jenguk ke 'page' kakak angkat.. innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun... kandungan yang sudah 5 bulan dikandungkan keguguran.yang sepatutnya menjadi cahaya mata pertama mereka. moga tabah kekandaku sayang. sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang kita tidak tahu. Sedih bila mengenangkan, baru ingat nak jenguk baby baru cuti summer nanti..

sweep away this feeling

2011-05-02T06:39:00.006+08:00

each time i'm with them

i feel inferior

i have none

nothing to share

just a mellow stare

and humble ears

afraid to say

because i know nothing

not a single thing

i don't have any specialty

to make me feel useful

to make them proud

to make them know me

except for being everywhere

for the ukhuwah

but not for the ummah

cantik susunanNya

2011-04-17T13:24:00.005+08:00

begitu cantik Allah da rancang kehidupan kita.

segala apa yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

ada hikmahnya kami tersalah letak klu sebelum start explorace POP semalam.

rupanya Allah nak tunjukkan yang kawasan yang terlibat tu tak boleh dilalui bila da start.

ada hikmahnya kami terlupa nak bahagi-bahagi resepi ikut menu.

walaupun dua kumpulan jumpa klu masing-masing,

tapi klu untuk resepi langsung tak bercampur aduk.

tersusun dan mudah bagi mereka meneka menu yang akan dimasak.

cantiknya susunan Allah.

subhanallah!

islam segalanya

2011-04-17T05:57:00.002+08:00

islam adalah deen

bukan sekadar ketika solat

bukan sekadar hanya puasa

tidak sekadar membayar zakat

baca al-quran dan sebagainya

islam adalah segalanya

dari setiap langkah yang kita mulakan

dari setiap nafas yang kita hembuskan

ketika berjalan

ketika makan

ketika memandang alam ciptaanNya

tidakkah kau rasa rugi?

perbuatan yang boleh dijadikan ibadah

kau sia-siakan belaka

peluang yang Allah dah beri

kau lepaskan begitu saja

tribute to ccmb ^^

2011-04-15T23:06:00.006+08:00

ccmb sisters

Mount Edgecumbe

the sweetness of ukhuwah

is something i'd like to keep in mind

and secure in heart

that was the first time

i seemed to know all the participants

we stayed at the same house

it's there where we prayed together

where we slept together

and we ate together

and when we went out to town

to Land's End and Mount Edgecumbe

we played together

taking pictures camera by camera

we had so much fun

and by that

we learnt more

about each other

if yesterday we came as strangers

but now we leave as friends

we are truly a big happy family

The Hoe

Land's End

"Teman-teman karib pada hari itu saling bermusuhan satu sama lain kecuali mereka yang bertaqwa" (43:67)

cukup

2011-04-09T07:33:00.005+08:00

kita selalu sangka

apa yang kita buat

dah cukup

ada duit

beli makanan

beli keperluan

dah cukup

sambung belajar

markah ujian lepasi gagal

tugasan siap dihantar

dah cukup

kita solat

cukup 5 waktu

puasa zakat

dah cukup

tutup aurat

bertudung tutup rambut

pakai baju lengan panjang

dah cukup

tapi

cukupkah sekadar

cukup-cukup makan?

pernahkah kita solat

lebih dari yang diwajibkan?

pernahkah kita puasa

lebih dari yang sepatutnya?

cukupkah

hanya dengan

ibadah yang wajib

kita dijamin ke syurga?

ALWAYS remember this

2011-04-06T06:35:00.004+08:00

you think you're so GOOD?

achieved something and be proud of it?

you think you're so TALENTED?

each that you reached made people respected you?

you think you're simply the BEST?

just because no other can beat you?

just remember

all that you have

is from Allah

all that you gained

is within His power

so don't

be too proud

as within seconds

He can simply withdraw it back

without you willing to let go

with what you HAVE

with what you're GOOD at

with what your TALENT is

give more than you take

use it before you lose it!

Sam and Esther

2011-04-01T06:32:00.000+08:00

i found this from one of my friend's fb..

all praises to Allah that we're still be able to live our life happily without any difficulty....

take the ibrah, so that we won't forget those who are less fortunate

road-road (jalan-jalan)

2011-03-31T22:34:00.004+08:00

a journey

in a fortnight

to four places

with 5 members

from the same place

with the same mission

to broaden our views

to strengthen our bonds

to see the greatness

of Allah's creation

Masya'allah!

may Allah ease our journey

to gain knowledge

to be humble

as His servants

living on His land

manchester~london~warwick~plymouth (^_^) insya'allah

strength

2011-03-31T16:45:00.002+08:00

responsibility

a task to be completed

either successfully

or the other

awareness

either we know we have to do it

or just being ignorance

and let it undone

i know i have to spread the news

i know i have to always remind them

but then

am i capable of doing so?

i am too new to this

me myself i'm still in shocked

just realised that i'm one of those people

those who will spread Allah's love

for others to grab and secure in heart

O Allah

give me strength for me to endure

keep me always in this path

i have lots more to learn

lots more to experience

within this so little time

within this so little knowledge

dakwah bukan untuk orang yang manja

2011-03-29T17:21:00.006+08:00

-Tarbiyyah bukan untuk orang yang malas.

-Dakwah bukan untuk orang yang takut nak bergerak dan mencabar diri.

-Tarbiyyah bukan untuk orang yang cepat bosan, lari, lompat-lompat, sekejap down-sekejap up, cepat terasa.

-Tarbiyyah bukan bagi orang yang memilih program untuk dia ikuti yang senang dan mudah join, yang penat, bersusah payah elak.

-Bukan untuk orang yang mencari tarbiyyah hanya bila terasa diuji oleh tuhan. Kalau tak, batang hidung pun tak nampak.

-Bukan bagi yang meletakkan dakwah hanya untuk mencari calon akhawat atau ikhwah sebagai sang isteri dan suami,

-Yang join hanya untuk meminta tolong teman-teman pencerahan bila dia dalam kesusahan.

Tapi kesenangan dan kelebihan yang dia dapat, tak share pun dengan orang lain.

-Yang cepat mengalah,

-Yang meletakkan mabit, qiamullail, daurah, dan tathqif dalam diari hanya selepas ditolak dengan semua agenda dan upacara-upacara ‘penting’ yang lain.

-Yang hanya pandai cakap (dan menulis), tapi amal kosong

-Yang hanya tahu compare jamaah itu dengan jamaah ini, yang boleh mengkritik dan menilai harakah ini dan itu.

-Dakwah bukan untuk orang yang ikut liqa’ hanya kerana nak disebut sebagai ahli dalam harakah ini dan itu, jamaah ini dan itu.

-Dakwah bukan untuk orang yang tak boleh diberi tugasan last minute.

-Dakwah bukanlah untuk orang yang tak nak keluarkan duit, infaq di jalan Allah.

-Dakwah bukan untuk orang yang tak boleh sesekali tidur lewat, terpaksa berjalan jauh.

-Dakwah bukan bagi orang yang kalau ada program untuk ikut terlibat, mesti naik motokar besar dan mewah, yang aircond dan laju.

-Yang tak nak naik bas, public transport, dan yang kena berpeluh-peluh.

-Tarbiyah bukan untuk orang yang kena contact dan info dia setiap masa tentang perkembangan terkini sedangkan dia kena macam boss, hanya tunggu information.

-Pencerahan bukan bagi mereka yang hanya nak berkawan dengan orang berduit dan berharta, yang hidup mewah, dan mengelak berkawan dengan orang susah, miskin, dan pakai comot.

-Dakwah bukanlah untuk orang yang setiap masa dan ketika, kerja nak beri alasan ini dan itu. Penat, mengantuk, susah, banyak kerja, keluarga tak bagi keluar.

-Tarbiyyah bukanlah segala-galanya. Tapi segala-galanya bermula dengan tarbiyyah.

Tanpa anda,

orang yang sering beralasan ini,

dakwah akan terus berjalan. Islam akan tetap berjaya.

Ummah akan tetap terpelihara.

Cuma tanpa pencerahan,

Tanpa tarbiyyah,

Tanpa dakwah Belum tentu kita akan berjaya di mahsyar nanti.

Tak mengapa. Teruskan hidup anda seperti biasa.

Dakwah tak memerlukan anda.

Tiada siapa pun yang rugi tanpa kehadiran anda.

Berbahagialah seadanya.

Saya menghitung diri.

Terlalu kerap menuturkan.

“saya busy..saya sibuk..saya penat..saya letih..”

Adakah ini petandanya saya terlalu manja?

Ya Allah, tabahkan hamba-Mu.

“amanah ini bukan hak milik, tp anugerah dr Nya”

p/s: dipetik dari sebuah blog

peringatan buat diri sendiri dan semua

moga bermanfaat

fear

2011-03-28T20:00:00.004+08:00

some people fear to change
fear to lose what they had before
afraid to get out of the comfort zone

some people fear they couldn't cope
with the changes they've just made
fear of the choices they've chosen
fear of making wrong decision

it is good to be conscious?
or just let the time goes
and tell what will happen next?

He knows best

2011-03-28T05:01:00.007+08:00

sometimes i keep on thinking
can i make the step?
will i be able to start off?
is it possible for me
to initiate a change?

i'm just a nobody
whose lack of knowledge
whose not that istiqamah
to be occupied with books
to help me understand
the reasons i've been sent
to this whole world

only He knows why
because He is the best planner
and I am just His servant

despite my weaknesses
i shall focus on my strength
make full use of it
and do my very best

"on no soul does Allah place a burden GREATER than it can bear" (2:286)

what is our goal?

2011-03-25T07:32:00.003+08:00

the end of term
means a start to a new stage
the start of something new
forwarded from the past

as i make a step
i bring along with all my might
along with all i have
to move forward to face the light

with present responsibility
with the added ones day after day
sometimes i feel
it burdens me
yet i know
nothing is easy
but the end is surely rewarding

lets look forward for it
lets make jannah as our goal

retweet

2011-03-25T07:04:00.003+08:00

"so far away we are, but so close at heart alhamdulillah"

a single sentence that made me touched
although we only met once in a while
your presence made my day wonderful
your words always remind me of Him
always remind me the purpose of life
to keep me always in this path

from the sister i missed the most,
aunionee

but if

2011-03-22T16:17:00.002+08:00

if i have the determination
i will succeed
if i have the courage
i will survive

but if i only have the thoughts
but not the actions
will i able to reach the goal?