and my reason is you

full of thoughts
but speechless
full of ideas
but numbness

there's so many reasons to tell
there's so many moments to share

but here I am
unable to say it through
unable to put it right

after all that we've shared
after all that we've been through

just remember

that I still love you

but, do you... too?

The day they will reveal it.

Titian Kejayaan

Mengejar kejayaan

Mengharung rintangan

Dengan iringan doa restu

Ayah serta ibu, ku menjejak ilmu

Sedetik yang berlalu

Impianku satu

Gemilang diri, peribadi

Dengan ikrar janji, kata ditepati

Kejayaan diimpikan

Usaha kita perlukan

Kejayaan hasrat kita

Kecemerlangan satu wawasan

Yakini diri tempuh cabaran

Bersama kita buktikan

Zaman berzaman teguh harapan

Semurni impi kita pastikan

Berjaya hingga akhirnya

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFOx0u7U68Q

p/s; I remember we had to sing this song every Tuesday when I was in Form 3. 

Some sort of motivation of the day, I guess. 

another p/s: All the best for tomorrow Xanthrons, no matter what your results would be, I still love all of you. 

a second chance

I guess

they deserve a second chance

to prove that they're worth it

to prove that they can do it

a single mistake

that led to a misfortune

to some

it's done and they should be punished eternally

to some others they might say

it's okay and should be forgotten

they'll learn from their mistakes

no one is born to be perfect

no one is born to be the know-it-all

Feb-Friday-rant

Alhamdulillah

Segala puji bagi Allah yang mencipta segala yang ada.

Kadang-kadang, bila dah banyak sangat kerja nak buat sampai tak tau nak mula dari mana, menulis blog adalah pilihan . Sebab? perlu distract diri dari stress-stress yang takkan pernah habis. Makin bertambah, adalah.

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah masuk bulan kedua. Laju betul tahun ni berlalu. Dua tahun dalam perkhidmatan, macam-macam dah belajar memgenai pengurusan dan hal-hal sekolah.

Ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian.

Tak lama lagi akan berlaku pertukaran jadual waktu disebabkan beberapa isu. Waktu bagi subjek Bahasa Inggeris dah dikurangkan dari 7 masa seminggu kepada 6 masa seminggu. Gembira? Boleh lah tapi bila dah dikurangkan, timbul pula isu baru. Tak cukup waktu mengajar.

Akibatnya?

Dapat kelas PJ untuk cukupkan waktu.

PJ. Mungkin boleh jadi kelas PE pulak, sebab mengajar dalam Bahasa Inggeris. Baru ada feeling international.

Takpelah. There's always a first time for everything.

But the good news is....

I got to teach handball! My first love since primary school.

He is the best planner of all. Allah tahu keupayaan kita. Kita diletakkan dalam apa-apa situasi sekalipun, adalah kerana kita mampu. Allah tahu apa yang kita tidak tahu.

Cantik sangat aturanNya. Subhanallah.

Siapa sangka, dalam keadaan guru-guru lain mengeluh kerana terpaksa mengajar subjek yang tiada kaitan dengan kelulusan yang ada dalam tangan, I have to say that I'm looking forward to teach PE to my students.

and also to have the feeling waking up in the morning, and there's no need to iron my baju kurung and wear formal attire. Blissful 

Pesan Ustazah

Jazakillah khairan ustazah

atas nasihat yang diberi

Ada benarnya

Kadang kala anak muridmu ini lupa

meskipun anak muridmu ini juga seorang guru

terlalu fokus pada akademik

hingga terlupa menitiberatkan ikhtilat

maafkan anak muridmu

Dia guruku

walau hampir 10 tahun sudah tidak bersua

Tiap titip katanya sentiasa membekas di dalam hati

A pure love

She called
saying that she's going to the beach
to fulfill her assignment's requirement

I said okay
and would wait for her
to finish her task first

later after dusk
she said she's somewhere near me
and so we met for a short while

before she went back home
there i saw her patient father
waiting for us to have some chat

they were riding a motorcycle
all the way from where they live
and she, massaging her father's shoulder
to keep her father awake to ride them back safely

I saw a father's love
I saw a daughter's concern
A happiness that no one could ever replace