Wednesday, October 26, 2011

on the go

i think it's best to change
little by little
no matter how tiny the deeds are
it'll always be counted

don't be afraid to initiate
people will support you
those who understand
and those who believe
that you can do it well

this is the time to train yourself
coz when you're back in reality
no one will wait for you
coz that's the time for action

this is the time for good night dreams
time to gain as much as you can
absorbs all the good values here in abroad
how Islamic the manners are conducted here
that we could bring home to our 'Islamic' country

da'wah doesn't specify any preference
that it's only for men or women
it's for all
Islam for all
regardless of anything

xie xie ni,

saya tahu
saya terburu-buru
saya nak selesai cepat
sebelum ia makin mengelirukan

terima kasih kepada kamu-kamu
sebab faham situasi saya
bukan saya taknak bersama kamu
tapi saya tau kenapa saya ada disini

kalau bukan kerana usaha-usaha kamu
mungkin saya takkan kenal erti Islam
mungkin juga saya makin hanyut
mungkin juga saya takkan jadi
macam hari ini

i thank thee
for showing me the way
opened my eyes to see it through

maybe we're no longer
in the same boat
in that sense
but deep inside
i plead for unity

one day

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

rhetorical quotes

"nanti bila dah balik malaysia, adakah kalian hanya nak jadi budak usrah sahaja?
atau nanti dah busy dengan kerja dan keluarga,
terabai segala tarbiyyah yang dapat masa kat oversea?"

" i only respect those who can balance their time and activities.
if you're good in religious part but still sleep in class,
skip classes or not able to finish assignments on time etc,
then you don't earned to be respected"

"kalau nama je budak oversea,
pandai agama tapi tak reti buat kerja,
bagi tugasan tak dapat nak selesaikan,
pukul satu dah lesap dari sekolah,
kalau macam tu baik study kat malaysia je"

all quotes are so true,
it urges us to ponder
and reflect our stand
and our actions

Thursday, October 20, 2011

flush diri sendiri

berkata tanpa beramal
itu yang aku risaukan

mulut dok pot pet pot pet
dok nasihat orang sini sana
tapi diri sendiri tak ter'cater'

diri sendiri yang masih lagha
macam tu kau kata nak jadi role model?

macam tu ke tarbiyah yang nak dibawa?
cakap tak serupa bikin
sama macam ilmu tanpa amal
ada kereta takde enjin


Monday, October 17, 2011


setiap hari
sebelum tidur
mari muhasabah

apa yang kita lakukan seharian?

adakah ianya bermanfaat buat diri?

mampukan ia membantu agama kita?

menolong sahabat-sahabat kita

mengenal Islam dengan lebih mendalam?

mencermin diri akan keindahan Islam?

sesungguhnya tanggungjawab kita berat
tanggungjawab kita tiada sempadannya
selagi Islam belum tertegak
tiada 'pause' buat kita
untuk berehat

walau seketika

Sunday, October 16, 2011

sesuci salju

manusia itu
fitrahnya suci

suka kedamaian
suka kebersihan
suka kecantikan
suka kesempurnaan

Islam itu kan cantik
Islam itu kan bersih
Islam itu kan mendamaikan
Islam itu sempurna

tiada alasan untuk menolak
walau hanya sebahagian

Saturday, October 15, 2011

ini bukan perlumbaan kedua

Dugaan dan cabaran

Takkan lekang dari diari

Dalam kehidupan sementara ini

hari ini kita bersorak gembira

Kerana kejayaan terukir

Tapi esok menangis teresak

kerana gagal mencapai matlamat


takkan selesai hingga ke akhir kalam

takkan terhenti di tengah jalan

selagi hayat masih bernyawa

teruskan berjuang wahai jundullah

jangan gusar sahabatku

jika sukar yang kau hadapi

masih ramai yang ingin membantu

sebarisan saf menanti diimamkan

sejentera pahlawan tersedia ke medan perang

yakinlah pada janji-janjiNya

biar kini kita bersusah payah

kelak akan bahagia abadi

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Life Up to The Fullest

I think this video clip is quite interesting..
lets live life to the fullest in the name of Allah

Sunday, October 9, 2011

beautiful creation

Whitstable in a windy cloudy day
for Kent is so beautiful
there's lots of places
that can be my secret places

to hide my sadness
to throw away the miserable feeling
and make me calm and feel peace

i'd go anywhere alone
or with faces i rarely meet
so i could leave aside the problems
to enjoy the beauty of the nature

O Allah
you've created such miracles
the beauties that made us calm
when we're thinking of You

Praises are to Allah

Thursday, October 6, 2011

the not so lucky day

salam and hi

i'd just make a homerun from St Augustine's library to the third floor Newton's building and went back to St Augustine's library all in one short. in addition that i haven't had any food properly since morning. and the time now is almost half past four.and also that my phone has just close its eyes.


how far is it from the library to the university?
around 10-15 mins malaysian walking distance.

why do i have to do that?
we met a government officer today to make a criminal clearance so that we would be allowed to do our School Experience in a primary school in Folkestones. we need to show a proof of lists of things including a copy of bank statement or any document that shows your name and home address on it.

unfortunately, i've only lived in that new accomodation less than a month, so i don't have anything to show since i haven't got anything except a bank statement telling that my father has banked in some amount of money for me. and by the way the statement is printed in all black so it's not a very good enough to be claimed as a proof.

so what happened?
i had to stay on campus(library to be precise) to wait for my turn. so when my turn comes, that happened. she couldn't accept the bank statement as it may be a false proof because it was printed in all black (normally we have coloured printed statements). and yeah, i had to make another appointment and bring other proofs. i called my other housemates if they brought the tenancy agreement as it was my last option, apart from the rejected bank statement.

so there was i, borrowed a phone from Kaled and made a phone call, rushed back to third floor Newton's building just to get the tenancy agreement, and rushed again to library. anndddddd.... it was still not good enough. my friends who used it this morning managed to use it as a proof, but i guess the luck is not with me.

such a dissappoinment..

but, to look from a bright side

i managed to proof myself that i am still fit. although running in a windy day is cool (the sweat dries quickly), but it also showed that i haven't do much physical activities or any sports since i came back to UK, or even my three months of holiday in Malaysia. i was breathing heavily as if i've climbed a mountain which i should have not if i'm still active in sports or such.

second of all, I thanked Kaled for lending his phone, Jega for offering me some cookies since she knew i haven't eaten anything for lunch and those who concerns about my current status and Sammy who had to witness me being scolded by the officer(the officer was probably too tired at the time, as to meet everybody one by one since morning). this shows that i still have friends who care, and longed enough to help. Thanks all!

"‎'LUCK' is never in a mukmin's dictionary, my dear. apa yg berlaku, PASTI ada hikmah, no doubt!"

this actually calmed me.. thanks kak D for the lovely quote. at times when i really need someone, you're always there for me. yes, i do agree that when any bad incident happends, there's always something that Allah wants to show to me. maybe it's not shown today, tomorrow, or even maybe days later, but perhaps there's something He wants me to learn. life will never be easy all the time, right? this actually teaches me how to react, and to respond when dealing with other people, perhaps in the future when i'm already a teacher soon(insya'allah), i'll be dealing with high officers and with the admin workers.

and last of all, things will never be as we plan. no matter how hard we tried to reach our target, there's always rough at some edges. to gain success at the end, we have to face challenges and obstacles to get through. Allah is the best planner of all and no one should have doubted it.

Allahuma yassir wa la tuassir.
may He makes easy everything that is difficult for me

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

school experience

salam and hi

i'm going ro Sandgate Primary School for my School Experience next Tuesdays onwards.
so excited yet so nervous. I couldn't think of any questions those cute kids would ask..
would like to see the different system of education as we have in Malaysia
May everything goes well, Insya'allah

Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir