Tuesday, December 6, 2011
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Thursday, November 24, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Malaysia menang pingat emas bola sepak. Semua gembira dan saling share kat FB.
Best jugak kalau perkara-perkara baik yang lain eg video2 ceramah agama, zikir2 dan status mendidik jiwa, promo program-program disharekan secara beramai-ramai dengan penuh semangat seperti ini :)
Monday, November 21, 2011
Friday, November 18, 2011
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
"we're going to the mosque, there's a celebration today"
"what is it called?"
"Who is he? someone like Hosni Mubarak?"
"It's not a he. it's a religious event"
"what is it all about? do you eat and drink together?"
"we pray in congregation this morning and eat together later on"
"never heard of such festival"
"have you heard of Islam?"
"no I don't"
"I don't do religions"
"I can't afford God"
"it's too expensive"
Friday, November 4, 2011
they were deans and lecturers in Palestine universities
once they entered the class
everything was cheerful
everybody seemed so excited
like no other things could interrupt their smile
when the first question we asked
"how's the condition now in Palestine?"
faces turned dull
the upward curve line seemed to change
and they keep on repeating that 'magical' word
"it's rather easier to go abroad than to move inside the country"
neither importing nor exporting goods
that is even difficult
I was ashamed of myself
for not knowing many issues regarding them and their land
so this is like a wake up call for me
to be aware and sensitive of this issue
in the future
that is why we have to fight with them
WE have to help them as many ways as we can
because they're our brothers and sisters!
we have a mission to accomplish
we have Al-Aqsa to save
and the most powerful weapon we have
is the DU'A!
“When My servants ask thee concerning Me, I am indeed close (to them): I listen to the prayer of every supplicant when he calleth upon me: Let them also, with a will, Listen to My call, and believe in Me: That they may walk in the right way.” [2: 186]
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
little by little
no matter how tiny the deeds are
it'll always be counted
don't be afraid to initiate
people will support you
those who understand
and those who believe
that you can do it well
this is the time to train yourself
coz when you're back in reality
no one will wait for you
coz that's the time for action
this is the time for good night dreams
time to gain as much as you can
absorbs all the good values here in abroad
how Islamic the manners are conducted here
that we could bring home to our 'Islamic' country
da'wah doesn't specify any preference
that it's only for men or women
it's for all
Islam for all
regardless of anything
saya nak selesai cepat
sebelum ia makin mengelirukan
terima kasih kepada kamu-kamu
sebab faham situasi saya
bukan saya taknak bersama kamu
tapi saya tau kenapa saya ada disini
kalau bukan kerana usaha-usaha kamu
mungkin saya takkan kenal erti Islam
mungkin juga saya makin hanyut
mungkin juga saya takkan jadi
macam hari ini
i thank thee
for showing me the way
opened my eyes to see it through
maybe we're no longer
in the same boat
in that sense
but deep inside
i plead for unity
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
atau nanti dah busy dengan kerja dan keluarga,
terabai segala tarbiyyah yang dapat masa kat oversea?"
" i only respect those who can balance their time and activities.
if you're good in religious part but still sleep in class,
skip classes or not able to finish assignments on time etc,
then you don't earned to be respected"
"kalau nama je budak oversea,
pandai agama tapi tak reti buat kerja,
bagi tugasan tak dapat nak selesaikan,
pukul satu dah lesap dari sekolah,
kalau macam tu baik study kat malaysia je"
all quotes are so true,
it urges us to ponder
and reflect our stand
and our actions
Thursday, October 20, 2011
itu yang aku risaukan
mulut dok pot pet pot pet
dok nasihat orang sini sana
tapi diri sendiri tak ter'cater'
diri sendiri yang masih lagha
macam tu kau kata nak jadi role model?
macam tu ke tarbiyah yang nak dibawa?
cakap tak serupa bikin
sama macam ilmu tanpa amal
ada kereta takde enjin
Monday, October 17, 2011
apa yang kita lakukan seharian?
adakah ianya bermanfaat buat diri?
mengenal Islam dengan lebih mendalam?
mencermin diri akan keindahan Islam?
sesungguhnya tanggungjawab kita berat
tanggungjawab kita tiada sempadannya
selagi Islam belum tertegak
tiada 'pause' buat kita
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Dugaan dan cabaran
Takkan lekang dari diari
Dalam kehidupan sementara ini
hari ini kita bersorak gembira
Kerana kejayaan terukir
Tapi esok menangis teresak
kerana gagal mencapai matlamat
takkan selesai hingga ke akhir kalam
takkan terhenti di tengah jalan
selagi hayat masih bernyawa
teruskan berjuang wahai jundullah
jangan gusar sahabatku
jika sukar yang kau hadapi
masih ramai yang ingin membantu
sebarisan saf menanti diimamkan
sejentera pahlawan tersedia ke medan perang
yakinlah pada janji-janjiNya
biar kini kita bersusah payah
kelak akan bahagia abadi
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Thursday, October 6, 2011
i'd just make a homerun from St Augustine's library to the third floor Newton's building and went back to St Augustine's library all in one short. in addition that i haven't had any food properly since morning. and the time now is almost half past four.and also that my phone has just close its eyes.
how far is it from the library to the university?
around 10-15 mins malaysian walking distance.
why do i have to do that?
we met a government officer today to make a criminal clearance so that we would be allowed to do our School Experience in a primary school in Folkestones. we need to show a proof of lists of things including a copy of bank statement or any document that shows your name and home address on it.
unfortunately, i've only lived in that new accomodation less than a month, so i don't have anything to show since i haven't got anything except a bank statement telling that my father has banked in some amount of money for me. and by the way the statement is printed in all black so it's not a very good enough to be claimed as a proof.
so what happened?
i had to stay on campus(library to be precise) to wait for my turn. so when my turn comes, that happened. she couldn't accept the bank statement as it may be a false proof because it was printed in all black (normally we have coloured printed statements). and yeah, i had to make another appointment and bring other proofs. i called my other housemates if they brought the tenancy agreement as it was my last option, apart from the rejected bank statement.
so there was i, borrowed a phone from Kaled and made a phone call, rushed back to third floor Newton's building just to get the tenancy agreement, and rushed again to library. anndddddd.... it was still not good enough. my friends who used it this morning managed to use it as a proof, but i guess the luck is not with me.
such a dissappoinment..
but, to look from a bright side
i managed to proof myself that i am still fit. although running in a windy day is cool (the sweat dries quickly), but it also showed that i haven't do much physical activities or any sports since i came back to UK, or even my three months of holiday in Malaysia. i was breathing heavily as if i've climbed a mountain which i should have not if i'm still active in sports or such.
second of all, I thanked Kaled for lending his phone, Jega for offering me some cookies since she knew i haven't eaten anything for lunch and those who concerns about my current status and Sammy who had to witness me being scolded by the officer(the officer was probably too tired at the time, as to meet everybody one by one since morning). this shows that i still have friends who care, and longed enough to help. Thanks all!
"'LUCK' is never in a mukmin's dictionary, my dear. apa yg berlaku, PASTI ada hikmah, no doubt!"
this actually calmed me.. thanks kak D for the lovely quote. at times when i really need someone, you're always there for me. yes, i do agree that when any bad incident happends, there's always something that Allah wants to show to me. maybe it's not shown today, tomorrow, or even maybe days later, but perhaps there's something He wants me to learn. life will never be easy all the time, right? this actually teaches me how to react, and to respond when dealing with other people, perhaps in the future when i'm already a teacher soon(insya'allah), i'll be dealing with high officers and with the admin workers.
and last of all, things will never be as we plan. no matter how hard we tried to reach our target, there's always rough at some edges. to gain success at the end, we have to face challenges and obstacles to get through. Allah is the best planner of all and no one should have doubted it.
Allahuma yassir wa la tuassir.
may He makes easy everything that is difficult for me
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
i'm going ro Sandgate Primary School for my School Experience next Tuesdays onwards.
so excited yet so nervous. I couldn't think of any questions those cute kids would ask..
would like to see the different system of education as we have in Malaysia
May everything goes well, Insya'allah
Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir
Saturday, September 24, 2011
akhirnya dah masuk rumah baru (setelah menumpang di rumah Jiani satu malam).
rumah ni serba serbi baru dan super comel kalau nak compare dengan keadaan rumah sewaktu 'house viewing' dulu. Excited! Terharu dengan landlord yang super duper baik hati~
pagi ni baru sudah mengemas barang yang berkotak-kotak tu. Alhamdlulillah. tapi internet hanya akan dipasang dalam masa 3 minggu dari sekarang. hm... nampaknya perlu bertahan dengan online melalui fon atau jadikan fon itu sendiri sebagai modem. surviving skill amat-amat diperlukan sekarang.
minggu depan dah start kelas, baiknya jika saya dapat adapt diri dengan secepat mungkin
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
oh, lagi beberapa jam sebelum flight balik ke Kent.. perasaan?
haru ade, biru ade.. heh.. campur baur lah weh!
haih, dengan masa yang tak seberapa ni, mana sempat nak contact semua yang rapat.. adek-adekku yang melambak-lambak, tapi yang sempat jumpa hanye sekerat dua. maafffff.
jumpa lecturer pun macam segan-segan kambing.. *macam mana la nak jadi cikgu besok ni... jumpa orang pun malu2*
harapnya, hari-hari yang mendatang dapatlah hadir dengan bestnye. jadilah ia bermacam-macam bagai bagi aku berfikir sikit kenapa kenapa dan kenapa.
so far, aku dah plan a few things bila dah balik sana.
1. nak jadi skema sikit since year 2 seems like a bit tougher than year 1. plus classmates baru nanti, semuanye pun macam ramai yang skema-skema je....
2. nak berjalan banyak-banyak lagi supaya aku tak terperap mengabehkan beras je kat rumah. ape guna hantar pergi jauh-jauh kalau duduk rumah je 24/7
3. meminimakan penggunaan BM dirumah. well, duduk dengan non-malays, harapnya dapatlah improve. aku tak nak jadi cikgu BI yang xreti BI.
4. merajinkan diri untuk aktif bersukan kembali. kalau tak sia-sia je aku berhempas pulas nak sumbat 'kicking pad' dan bola basket dalam beg.
5. improve dalam pengurusan masa. tanggungjawab makin banyak, masa makin kurang. so kena kurangkan masa kurang berpaedah!
well, that's at least my resolution for now.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
kita selalu merungut
bila tak dapat sesuatu
yang kita idamkan
apa yang kita rancang
semua serba tak kena
Allah kan lebih mengetahui
dan bila sekian masa berlalu
barulah kita sedar
bahawa sebaik-baik urusan
Allah juga yang tetapkan
baru kita rasa bersyukur
dengan apa yang Allah dah bagi
berbanding apa yang kita dah minta
are you a short sighted?
you can see things from faraway
But couldn't able to see things near
Or are you a long sighted?
you see things near clearly
But ambiguous from a distance
Now or the hereafter
Which one would you choose?
And. . pain in the hereafter?
Or hardship now
And the never ending happiness later?
Long goal or short goal
Both are important
But which is your main priority?
Sunday, September 18, 2011
ibu dan abah
emak dan ayah
tak kira apa pun panggilan mereka
mereka adalah yang terpenting
dalam hidup kita
yang membesarkan kita
yang melayan kerenah kita
yang mengajar kita erti kehidupan
cukupkah kita membalas jasa mereka
dengan segenggam ijazah ditangan?
dengan gaji beribu-ribu sebulan?
dengan pujian masyarakat dek kejayaan kita?
tidakkah kita mahu bersama-sama mereka di syurgaNya kelak?
kalau mahu, kenapa tidak ditegur kesilapan mereka?
andai kita tahu itu salah dan ini benar
kenapa tidak kita perjelaskan kepada mereka?
bukankah banyak caranya yang boleh kita aplikasikan?
agar hidup dibawah lembayung Islam
secara total dan keseluruhan
dan bukan separuh- separuh
kerana Islam itu menyeluruh
p/s: melihat perkembangan semasa yang secara realitinya makin jauh dari Islam.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
|On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear|