It hurts
when you put so much expectations
but didn't get the same energy
as I thought as
it should be
It's draining
when you hope too much
that they'd have the same hope as you do
but I guess it's not even near, to you
It just didn't reciprocate
when only one side is striving
while the other is falling, or not moving
I know it's my fault
for being too attached
when perhaps,
you are not, to me
I know it's my mistake
for letting it to happen
that I'd lose control
over my own feelings.
I'm sorry
for being, me.
I'm still learning
to be better, me.
