thanks dear

salam..

finally, after a day of silence, two days of messaging and a third to start speaking to each other, i felt relieved. alhamdulillah..

for you, it may seem that period of time is a short one, but as for me, it is the longest time for two friends for not communicating due to some obstacles. a small cause could lead to that situation, but luckily it didn't end up in a worse situation.

thank you Allah for giving such condition to test whether i care for that person. and, yes, it is proven that i care very much. the whole day after, i was thinking. too many thoughts ran through my mind until soon i realised it was already 4 in the morning..

i keep on recalling how we were before, and what will happened if this friendship ends. O i'm so sad to think in that negative perspective. i'd really wish and hope that nothing bad will happened as we're still breathing the same composition of air...

quote for a friend

“A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.”

i'm being silly

it took a year for me to know you,

to realise the importance of a companion.

it took a year for me to understand,
what makes you so into the associates.

it took a year for me to realise,
that you taught me to be strong.

it took a year for me to believe,
you've instilled the courage inside of me.

and it took a year for me to know,
that in sudden i fell for you...

because of you,
i have the guts,
to survived for the day,
to accomplished the mission,
with guts and passion.

because of you,
i dreamed to be it,
which i never had dreamed of.

because of you,
i am confident,
which in the past i was lack of.

and now,
days are passing by,
things would be differ,
but never the memories that stay in mind.