finally, after a day of silence, two days of messaging and a third to start speaking to each other, i felt relieved. alhamdulillah..
for you, it may seem that period of time is a short one, but as for me, it is the longest time for two friends for not communicating due to some obstacles. a small cause could lead to that situation, but luckily it didn't end up in a worse situation.
thank you Allah for giving such condition to test whether i care for that person. and, yes, it is proven that i care very much. the whole day after, i was thinking. too many thoughts ran through my mind until soon i realised it was already 4 in the morning..
i keep on recalling how we were before, and what will happened if this friendship ends. O i'm so sad to think in that negative perspective. i'd really wish and hope that nothing bad will happened as we're still breathing the same composition of air...