PERINGATAN: bukan sajak, bukan pantun, tapi sebab tak reti buat ayat panjang-panjang =.=
setiap yang bertemu pasti akan berpisah
orang kata niatlah kerana Allah
mudah diungkap tapi sukar dibuat
biar ikhlas dalam bersahabat
moh target hingga ke syurga sana
sahabat-sahabatku,
adik-adikku,
3 tahun banyak mengajar erti kehidupan
dari asing kepada biasa
dari biasa kepada teman setia
alah bisa tegal biasa. #eh
terlalu banyak kenangan bersama
ada yang suka ada juga yang duka
tanpa sokongan dan doa
mana mungkin bertahan ke hari ini
walau jauh bakal kerinduan
namun dihati tetap bersama
rajin-rajin berwhatsapp, berskype ber'facebook'an
jangan dilupa sampai tak kenal muka
doa jangan dilupa
:)
"Dan berpeganglah kamu semuanya kepada tali (agama) Allah, dan janganlah kamu bercerai berai, dan ingatlah akan ni’mat Allah kepadamu ketika kamu dahulu (masa Jahiliyah) bermusuh musuhan, maka Allah mempersatukan hatimu, lalu menjadilah kamu karena ni’mat Allah orang-orang yang bersaudara; dan kamu telah berada di tepi jurang neraka, lalu Allah menyelamatkan kamu daripadanya. Demikianlah Allah menerangkan ayat-ayat-Nya kepadamu, agar kamu mendapat petunjuk" [3:103]
Dan (Dialah) yang menyatupadukan diantara hati mereka (yang beriman itu). Kalaulah engkau belanjakan segala (harta benda) yang ada di bumi, nescaya engkau tidak dapat juga menyatupadukan diantara hati mereka akan tetapi Allah telah menyatupadukan diantara (hati) mereka. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana [8:63]
Alhamdulillah just received the news that I've passed my Year 3. Can't wait to start Year 4 in KL once again. I met John for an interview just an hour earlier before the message was sent to all of us. It was a memorable experience interviewing him. He even showed me some of the articles made by staffs and students from the TESL batch 2000/01. He photocopied some of those and gave it to me as a gift. This is all because I told him that I wanted to make a video compilation on staffs' feedback about us after teaching us patiently for the past 3 years. I was quite frustrated though that none of it was produced during the farewell party, so I decided to make my own video. During these final days in Canterbury, I am trying to develop my skills in video editing. Every night I will force myself to finish or do at least some part of the video regarding my previous holiday trips and time in the UK.
It's hard to leave whatever we have here in the UK. I'll definitely miss everything here. The transportation, the weather, the friendship. It has taught me a lot during these 3 years. Interestingly, John still remembers me as part of the cohort representative although I have not been as one this year. It's a wonder he remembers me because I didn't speak a lot during the staff meetings and stuffs. But that trust he showed me makes me feel confident about myself and what I am capable to do. Perhaps if it wasn't because of being the student rep for the cohort, a secretary and treasurer for Iluvislam UK Eire once upon a time ago, I might not become who I am today. My confidence develops through time and still is developing.
tonight, we had a small but little crazy mission. upon accomplishment, our favorite landlord has banked in our house deposit :) double the joy today, Alhamdulillah
sometimes i wonder
in what ways i could spread happiness
i've no talent in writing words of wisdom
my words can't soothe any pain
i tremble when i stand and speak
from zero
i set a step
a step that progress
a step that won't stop
a step that would spark the light
though it may be fragile
though it may not perfect
i will still move forward
with all my might
Thursday, June 20, 2013
10 days before back for good
it's time to cherish our last moments here in the UK
the good times that makes us happy
the bad times that makes us strong
who would have thought
a year have past so quickly
it seemed to me like yesterday
we went there to send them off
and in few days time
it's our turn to pack our things
and make our way home
it seemed to me like yesterday
when we started our journey
and it seems to me real soon
that we're leaving for good
back to the reality
although we might be fragile
although we are still uncertain
there are hopes
and there are fears
the struggle
is to remember what we knew
and to practise what we've learnt
