temper

I did it again.

After nearly 3 months in this school, I have lost my temper. Again. Something I don't wish to do but it happened without my consciousness. I feel bad for myself, but glad that no vulgar words were used. Still trying my best to control my words, and also my reaction.

Yesterday, two of the girls came to meet me personally. I don't know why but I feel heartless. I don't know what has gotten into me but that's it. It seems that it's still hard for me to forgive them. This morning, the same girls went to the staff room and gave me an apology card. Looks like that they were totally affected by what had happened.

Really hope that this would change them to improve themselves. Let us pray for their success.

Nevertheless of what has happened, I'm still in the phase of learning to express my feelings. To convey how I felt and let the message come across them. 

drama

"Hey! why our school's name was not on the list for the consolation prize?"

"I think your school has been shortlisted"

'OMG! No, no.. I won't believe a thing until our name is being called..."

"The second runner up for the English drama competition goes to...... ****!"

"Seriously, there's only 2 schools left. I think we've nailed it!"

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Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah. Never had in mind we could have reached this far. It's our first time entering the national level and won the 2nd place. A new school like us. Alhamdulillah Thumma Alhamdulillah..

Being a novice teacher and being able to experience all this, was really exciting. There were a lot that I've learned throughout this phase though not sure whether I could do better than that. Time. Experience. Support. All that matters.