Monday, April 27, 2015

temper

I did it again.

After nearly 3 months in this school, I have lost my temper. Again. Something I don't wish to do but it happened without my consciousness. I feel bad for myself, but glad that no vulgar words were used. Still trying my best to control my words, and also my reaction.

Yesterday, two of the girls came to meet me personally. I don't know why but I feel heartless. I don't know what has gotten into me but that's it. It seems that it's still hard for me to forgive them. This morning, the same girls went to the staff room and gave me an apology card. Looks like that they were totally affected by what had happened.

Really hope that this would change them to improve themselves. Let us pray for their success.

Nevertheless of what has happened, I'm still in the phase of learning to express my feelings. To convey how I felt and let the message come across them. 

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