piety-less

I am lost again
in the midst of this worldly matters
I can no longer find myself
despite of who I was in the past
I'd utterly regret to say
It's no longer the same

I tried to find Him in everything I do
but till now I keep on failing
I'm no longer near to tranquility
it is more to messiness and guilty

I've been running away from reality
Yes, like a coward turns away from problems
unable to solve them, but to deny, to sidetrack

O Allah, give me strength to move on
Show me the way to find You again
Don't leave me alone and go astray