date with the director!

salam and hi~

haha... for those who read it, don't take it that seriously. kind a joke, but indeed, it happened.

flashback::::
this morning, me, piqa and ruhan tried to book a bus so that all of our fellow friends who have not settled their passport to go all together attacking Jabatan Imigresen Malaysia in Damansara. so, we went to the office and get those materials needed, get some photocopied documents and approval from our beloved tutor, mr thirrummurthy.

meanwhile, i phoned yuges to ask the officer there, whether can we book for our group, as she and ila and aliaa and munirah and alicia went there to get their new passport. however she said that we can only book once we are there...haish, weekends sure got many people lah!so, the bus-booking is still on.

unfortunately, i had to go and send the form by myself as ruhan and piqa have to attend their learning support class.

as i went there, the clerk inside asked me to meet dr sofi personally to get the approval immediately as we sent the application form quite late ( we need it THIS sunday).

so, wow..... i'd never been to dr sofi's place. plus, i WAS alone at the time. cuak... seram...and i rarely involved, or specifically, INTERACT with such high position people..ever since my primary school.. you can laugh at me if you want, but that's the fact of myself( i'm a shy shy girl laaa)..

at first he questioned me why must it be done during weekends, and not weekdays. i was sooooo cuak and went silent for a moment. then i said that we don't want to interrupt our PnP(pengajaran dan pembelajaran)as that will be a waste(konon2nye la) of time and so on..

finally, he signed and approved our application form (yeay to me for settling it with all the kegugupan and kegelisahan to speak in english with dr sofi)

all settled. such a relief that it is done within this period of time.
but still, that was my first time ever negotiated with dr sofi by myself... seram2..hey, i'm not a person who is outspoken and outstanding.. so that's me..

lets learn adjectives!

salam and hi


tense
a word that suits me now

pressured
when there's piles of burden behind my back

anxious
to wait for that important days to come

worried
for the worst scenario that might happen


p/s: can my current posts considered as poems?
i wonder why....

thank you...

thank you for everything
for being sincere
although it hurts deep inside

you've taught me to be tough
be ready for any consequences

to face the fate
that i choose to be

to be acceptance
although i'm struggle for another chance

i appreciate you
so do i hope for mine

and you will always
in my mind

no matter what...

T_T

p/s: courage is risks. so be prepared for it
although its hard to take, sooner or later i'll have to.

i need you!

salam and hi..

i need you
to stand until the end of time

i need you
to face whatever obstacles and difficulties

i need you
to pass with flying colours

i need you
for my wish to come true
not only in my dreams
but also in reality...


p/s: kerajinan... dimanakah kau??
meh la sini... exam da dekat cik kak oi...

I'M SORRY!

i'm sorry i was pissed
i'm sorry i didn't reply your message
i'm sorry i didn't take your call
i'm sorry i let you waited dumbly at the bus stop
i'm sorry i've pulled my faces upon you
i'm sorry i just ignored you there
i'm sorry for making you upset with me

and again, i'm sorry i've caused you trouble.

i have to admit
i was angry when i know you've gone
without a word
you left without let me know
you left half away without me
although i'm the one who ask you out

memberku membermu jua

salam and hi...

setiap orang ade kekuatan dan kelemahan masing2. ini kerana tiada satu pun yang sempurna.

bebaru ni, aku baru tersedar kelemahan member aku. dia juga manusia biasa. ada kelebihan, ada kekurangan.

namun, seteruk mana pun kelemahan dia, dia tetap member aku. aku xsuke r bile dengar ade member2 lain kutuk2 dia ni. hanya kerana 1 kelemahan dia ni, yang selama ni hanya nampak kelebihan dan kekuatan dia (bukan fizikal ek, tapi strength dia untuk survive kat ipba ni), habis berbakul2 lemparan ditujukan.

beb, dia pun manusia biasa. kau pun ade kelemahan kau sendiri, aku pun ade kelemahan aku sendiri. so, why we're so obsess with only one of their tiny mistakes rather than praising them for the good values they have after all these years??

so, walau berbakul mane pun kau buruk2kan dia, dia tetap member aku. sebab dia da banyak tolong aku selame ni rather than kesilapan dia, bagi aku, xseberapa tuh. kecik secoit lagi kecik dari kutu babi r wa cakap sama lu.

so...yes, i praised them for being my friend and i will always do. no matter what.
i appreciate that whatever good deeds they've done to me and will always care.

we'll be together for like, 3,4 years more.. so why can't we accept their weaknesses and try to hold on together? living together, study together, and hopefully spend time together even we're may not like what we are right now.

" jika kita ingin bersahabat
jangan kerana KELEBIHANNYA
kerana mungkin dengan 1 kelemahannya,
kita akan menjauhinya

jangan kerana KEBAIKANNYA
kerana mungkin dengan 1 keburukannya,
kita akan membencinya

jangan kerana ILMUNYA
kerana apabila dia buntu,
kita mungkin akan meninggalkannya

jangan kerana sifat CERIANYA,
kerana andai dia xpandai menceriakan
kita mungkin menyalahkannya

jadi, terimalah dia SEADANYA"

so, cheers~

just crapping around

i'm not the type of person who are strong.

i can't hide my emotions and expressions

feeling unwell
sad
happy
tired

so, if you see me with such faces, you'd better NOT ask me why or else I'll be even worse...