2hari 1malam

salam and hi~

rase macam da lame tak update blog.. ek, maksudnye, tulis post panjang2 macam ni.. haaa.. da lame gak kan? skarang ni da macam ada addiction baru pulak... ringkasan ayat yang dah disummarise.. haha.. sajak.. sejak bile tah tibe2 minat buat sajak.. pelik gak sebenarnye...

alhamdulillah, semalam saye berkesempatan berkunjung ke ipba yang 'tercinta'... 'TERCINTA' ye.. huhu.. tujuan utama saye datang adalah untuk sertai latihan taekwondo yang da lame sangat terbengkalai disebabkan ketiadaan ahli baru.... kiranye macam re-opening la jugak, ala-ala..

sampai ipba pukul 4. time tu pulak da renyai2.. so, sampai je umah mamabear, dia ajak tido sebab memang best tido time2 hujan.. hujan itu rahmat.. menyejukkan dan menyamankan...hehe... tapi, xjadi gak tidonye.. lepas solat asar, ain ajak makan.. kitorg pun berusaha la menghabiskan nasi tu bersame2, tapi tuannye xjoin, sebab dah kenyang katenye..

lepas tu, ingat nak sambung la tido... baru sempat baring2 kejap, wani lak datang bilik... last2 dia ajak try makan nasi kukus kat pantai dalam.. ingat2 balik perut tak makan dari pagi, so iyekan aje lah.. ley try makanan baru(sebelum ni mane pernah rase nasi kukus, asyik nasi kerabu jer)....

bergeraklah kami 4 orang (sy sebagai driver, mamabear --> navigator bergerak, wani--> co-navigator, selaku orang yang sangat2 suke nasi kukus so kompem2 dia ingat jalan, dan nadia yang same2 kelaparan)jalan pun macam semut je... almaklumlah, da pukul 6, so sah2 jem... sampai gerai nasi kukus tu pun da nak pukul 7.. seingat saye la, dulu pernah kot lalu situ mase nak pergi rumah kak huda mase usrah IPK(ini peranan kita) dulu2...

nasi kukus tu boleh tahan sedap la gak... tapi xtahu lah menda ape yang dia letak dalam tu.. pakai bedal je sebab da lapar... dua orang habis makan, dua orang lagi, orang lain yang tolong habiskan nasi… saye memang xley gi la nasi2 ni… surrender awal2.. pastu balik2 ipba, solat dan sambung baring… tak sedar pulak bile tertidur.. sedar2 je mamabear kejut ajak solat isya’ same.. pas mandi baru la rase segar sikit.. malam tu, agak bosan…. Mamabear gi usrah, mereka2 yang lain pulak baru balik mid, so kacau2 diorg pun jadi laaa…. Eh jap, kan misi utama nak gi taekwondo? Nak tau pe jadi? Petang tu bila da lepak2 kat ipba, baru tau training malam ni kena cancel.. aiseyh… melepas peluang nak join.. so nak dijadikan cerita, malam tu saye hanye online sepanjang malam sementara tunggu orang tu balik.. ingat nak kacau junior, tapi kemalasan la pulak.. sian korang kan xsempat nak lepak same2.. len kali insya’allah turn lepak ngan korang pulak.. maap ye wahida.. tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu, nak dekat pukul 1 baru dia balik.. pastu baru la saye tido kat depan tu.. segan oo nak tido sorang2… bukan rumah sendiri.. huhu


next day, rekod la saye bangun awal and xtido2 da pastu.. lepas solat subuh sempat golek2 sekejap je.. pastu tak selesa nak tido sebab orang lalu lalang.. malu2.. huhu.. so saya pun melangut la tengok semua orang siap2 nak gi kelas.. saye xde kelas.. huhu.. mamabear and ain mendermakan roti untuk buat breakfast pagi tu.. macam2 ade, roti la, kerepek la,kuih bangkit la, asam pon ade! Tetamu istimewa punya pasal ke ni? Huhu.. bile sume da jalan gi kelas, rase jadi mak orang pun ade… salam2, pastu tunggu kat depan pintu sampai sume orang da turun lif.. (macam mak anta anak gi sekolah lak)…


disebabkan da xde ape nak buat sebab bosan duduk sorang2 kat umah, so ingatnye nak la sambung tido kat umah.. bile tengah2 basuh kereta kat bangsar, tibe2 la pulak madam zee call… ai, macam tau2 je saye ade kat ipba neh.. kantoi lak~
gi la patah balik ipba sebab madam zee mintak tulung sort out keje2 dia yang melambak2 tu.. sian mam.. kali ni dia jadi head utk es yg under dia ade mak tiri.. sabar ea mam! Huhu… so tolong la mam gunting2 tampal2 ketas untuk dijadikan silibus junior… jimat kertas sungguh~ tapi layan je laa.. pas da abes, terjumpa lak budak cohort yang kena repeat.. so gi la lepak2 ngan dia jap kat kantin..


tepat kol 11, cepat2 balik sebab adik abes skola kol 12.30. takot lambat… bile da balik, abah lupe beli lunch so bawak adik makan kt mcd.. tup2 tengah makan, tibe2 muncul la 3 lembaga yg sgt dikenali, capik, eka ngn azra.. ai, asal g mcd je kompem jumpe korang ek?? Haha..


pas anta budak kecik tu gi skola agame, tros gi jusco bukit tinggi lak.. lepak2 ngan adah ngan dayah.. jalan punye jalan punya jalan, Nampak 1 sport shoes ni, mmg smart abes r… tapi mahal ley tahan… rm199! Xpe, nnt da kaye akanku beli gak anda.. so sambung2 jalan.. jumpa la plak ngn tikah balqis ngan geng dia sab, nawal, izzati and sape tah lagi sorang… sori xcam.. da macam reunion pon ade… huhu… tu je la keje spanjang arini.. da abes jumpe, balik laaa..

oh ye, time2 tengah jalan2 tu, tibe2 je ade orang kol. Dia ckp dia dr hotel golden horses yg kat kl tu.. tibe2 je cakap “no anda terpilih menikmati percutian 3hari 2malam kat hotel…. Ek?? Sejak bile lak join mane2 contest… hm…xkesah la bestnye kalo dapat voucar camtu... tp stil, saye xberminat la kak... sori.. sile cari org lain ye.. haha

so, overall, that's what i've done today and yesterday.. hm..

pertemuan itu

pertemuan
walaupun sebentar
tapi bermakna

dulu,aku sering menolak
kini,aku menikmati ketenangannya

dulu, suka keseorangan
kini, lebih dari itu

adakah ini permulaanku?
untuk berubah?

if i let you go

salam and hi...

ni norfa yang tag..so, belasah je la ea...

the taSk:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player,Winamp & etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
jalan sehala-saujana-... erk

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
tell me why-backstreetboys.. so you tell me why would i describe myself! hehe

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
my love- westlife.....hm... sape2 yg dapat love ak, sure la dia yg ak suke.. haha, xgitu?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
welcome to my life- simple plan.... yes, that's how i feel... erk, de kaitan ke??cam rebellious lak rase... hm

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
valentines' day-linkin park... eh, tipu2... watpe ak idop utk valentine yg mati kene bunuh tu.. salah ni...tidak benar sama sekali...

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
god must hate me-simple plan.... nauzubillah.... mintak dijauhkan... tu lagu semata2 ek.. xde kaitan antara yang hidup mahupun yang dah meninngal...

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
i look, i see-yusof islam... you look, so you see me!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
tak ada logika-agnes monika... ek? apekah??

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
worst day ever-simple plan... xde la sampai selalu sangat... kadang2 je... tu pun kalo tengah moody jer.. huhu

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
i'm just a kid-simple plan... yeah! dengan besfren, aku ley sentiase bermanje2 cam budak kecik ngan dia tanpa rase malu dan segan.. hehe

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
complicated-avril lavigne... eh, kebetulankah?? tapi xde la complicated mane pun... stakat ni, alhamdulillah~

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
kenangan terindah-samsons.. oh, semestinye aku akan ingat sume2 kenangan pahit manis sepanjang ak hidup, selagi xnyanyuk dan diserang penyakit pelupa... kenangan itu semestinye amatlah bermakna buat aku.. xkesah r yang best2 ke, yang sadis2 ke, semua mengajar ak utk tabah.. chewah!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
queen of my heart-westlife... erk, kene tuka ni.. king of my heart... kalo queen, kang orang ingat ak ni pelik lak.. kalo king,baru btol.. haha

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
my private movie-westlife... ek, adakah ak mau rekod dance ak?? cam wat malu diri sendiri jer.. kayu... haha!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
dirty little secret-all american reject.. ish, xkan la nak wat camtu.. tambah aib je... reject2!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
all you wanted- michelle branch..... kenang2 balik ape ak nak, pastu ikhtiar camne nak dapat ape yang ak nak... haaaa... bagos kan ak.. haha

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
confessions-usher... biggest fear of being rejected after confessed, tu baru betul.. haha

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
untitle-simple plan... haa, da kate untitle, maknenye, xde la secret ak.. muahahaha~

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
i will always love you-whitney houston... hoho... *speechless*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
vacation-simple plan... kawan2, jom kite vacation ramai2 kat uk nnt... melihat keindahan alam....

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
if i let you go-westlife... haa... kan da nmpk kt atas tu.. tu la dia nye.. huhu

saye xske tag2 orang...huhu

tag bertimbun tapi malas buat

salam and hi~

sebenarnye sangat malas nak buat tag, sebab da banyak sangat... so jom kite try buat 1.. orang yang tag ni namenye khai, kawan mase mrsm dulu2... okeh lets start!

10 FAKTA TENTANG SAYA
1. orang kate saye ni pendiam, tapi kalau da kenal dan rapat, kena ubah 1st impression tuh..
2. orang takut nak dekat dengan saye sbb mereka kate, saya sentiasa serius, ye ke??
3. anti bola jaring, tapi gila bola keranjang
4. kat skola orang panggil qila, masuk ipba, tetibe je dpt nickname baru: ruff.. hm..
5. ade 2org adik yang beze umur sgt ketara
6. ade orang kate saye cam ade mix chinese.. wallahualam..
7. insya'allah UK mari ini september..
8. rakan2 dan family adalah segala2nye bagi saye
9. saye xsuke orang yang xbalas mesej saye... sedih n sakit ati
10. saye jarang bace berita

10 PERKARA YANG MENAKUTKAN SAYA
1. tidur malam lepas tengok citer hantu
2. sorang2 dalam gelap
3. ditimpa musibah
4. ditarik nikmat Allah
5. kematian sesiapa yang rpat dengan saye
6. xlulus exam
7. ancaman yang bakal ditempuhi dinegara orang
8. citer hantu
9. mati dalam keadaan xsempat mengucap
10. ketandusan idea

10 PERKARA YANG SELALU SAYA SEBUT
1. iye ke?
2. ala, jeles la tuh!
3. giler r!
4. seriously?
5. huhu (dlm chat sahaje)
6. ye ye je ko
7. mane ade~
8. mcm ade nak ckp td... tp lupe lak.
9. okei
10. blur r!

10 PERKARA YANG AMAT BERNILAI BUAT SAYA
1. kawan2 saye
2. keluarga saye
3. maruahku
4. kehormatanku
5. laptop saye
6. duit
7. internet
8. henfon saye
9. pengalaman
10 ukhuwah

10 'PERTAMA KALI' DALAM HIDUP SAYA
1. masuk asrama mase tingkatan 1
2. accident dengan keta orang
3. jumpa orang yang mule2 hanye kenal di ym, tup2 jd schoolmate
4. dengar desas desus sorang ni yang hmpir berperwatakan sama (bak kate mereka laa), alih2, jumpa di gelanggang sparring... hehe.... cik yang men'tag', ade komen??
5. menunaikan umrah umur 7tahun..alhamdulillah
6. makan sushi dinegara pengeluar sushi
7. pakai contact lens after dipengaruhi classmate..
8. tengok movie sampai subuh xtido2.. cerita pe tah.. my boss my hero kot.. ngan ruhan...
9. keluar sahur kat mcd bangsar kol 2pg ngan ruhan, emkay, and aliaa.. rekod keluar malam paling lame.. ish3.
10. sesat paling lama dalam sejarah: 3 jam.. dari klia tersasar ke sentul diambang sambutan kemerdekaan..

so, that's all~

sekadar renungan

alangkah ruginya
hidup bertahun-tahun
tanpa mengenaliNya
sedalam yang mungkin

tidakkah membazir namanya
bila berkesempatan mengunjungi
tapi tak terasa
nikmatnya berada dekat denganNya

sedihnya memikirkan
bila ilmu yang ada
tidak diamalkan
ilmu yang luas terbentang
tidak pula dicari

pilunya terasa
apabila diri
gagal ambil ikhtibar
gagal menghargai
gagal memahami
erti ISLAM itu yang sebenar

dimanakah mata
bila mahu melihat keagunganNya
dimanakah akal
bila mahu memikirkannya
dimanakah hati
bila mahu memahami?

cubaan bm 1,2,3..

satu pertemuan
tidak dirancang
tidak diduga
bermula tanpa ungkapan
ketika hari sukan

sama2 berusaha
menambah pingat dan mata
tanpa dijangka
ukhuwah terbina

tak ada persamaan
mungkin pada wajah?
mungkin pada tinggi?

kau berbeza kursus
aku berbeza aliran
tapi kita hampir serupa

aish, pelik sangat eh buat dlm bm.. ak sendiri bace pon geli.. haha~ next time akn ditranslate dlm bi lak..

bebelan aku aje...

just a normal night tonight. except that the fact i have to add another number to sum all the nieces and nephews. congratulation abg paiz!

as usual, to be too bored and dunno what else to do forced me to text my friends and chat with them. i text mama bear~ it was an interesting chat, though. since there's only few weeeksss left before we left malaysia for good, i asked her whether she has completed all the forms and tonnes of files that need to be completed before the departure. the answer is almost the same like me = not even close to finish all..

and one of her statement saying that for that particular country, they require photos without the veils for visa application and accommodation forms..
ya allah, itu baru nak buat visa, belum lagi bile dah sampai sane. terkedu bile tau pasal ni.

sampai macam ni skali ke? sangat strict kot rules negare tu. ape, ingat sume orang bertudung tu terrorist ke?? hm...nampaknye, da nampak da cabaran2 yang bakal diorang tempuh sebagai seorang muslim kat negara tu. kita camne pulak? hm...alhamdulillah stakat skang ni, semuanya masih ok.. moga2 sume selamat dari awal sampai sane, sambung pengajian sampai la grad.. insya'allah~

em, mama bear, rindu sama awak... lepas ni xde la lagi nak lepak same2... g kantin same2..breakfast same2... hm... jangan lupe kenangan tu tau! walaupun tempat awak ngn tempat saye xde la jauh sgt, tapi still jaraknye mengalahkan blok 5 n blok 6 kat ipba...jangan lupe saye!

aiseyh, ter'emo' lak post kali ni.. maap la ye.. bukan selalu.. hehe

a person called true friend

A true friend is someone special
Not many people possess
A true friend is warm and tender
And comforting in their caress.

A true friend is always by your side
If only in your thoughts
A true friend is there for you willingly
And come free, they're never bought.

A true friend is someone who listens
And hears what you have to say
A true friend is never judgemental
And stays with you come what may.


A true friend will love you always
In them you can confide
A true friend will greet you lovingly
With opens arms so wide.

A true friend your cherish dearly
Feeling grateful for their love
A true friend is very special
A blessing from above.

A true friend will feel your presence
Whether near or far
A true friend I hear you question
Who is my friend?
You are!


-Dawn Connell-



p/s: now i wonder, can i be like that to all my friends??

hm....

You're Beautiful OST Lyrics
Goodbye by: Jang Geun Seuk

What should I do? I am just watching you
I can’t even say a short farewell
You hold on to my cold hands
But now I have to send you away
What should I do? You are going far away
My heart is filling with tears
Even though I try my best to hide it, I can’t
This heart I couldn’t catch, what should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
Gathering all my sad tears, good bye
There was nothing I’ve done for you
Sadly, only scars are left
The person who encompassed my changed heart
Now I have to send you away, what should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
If the tears fall because it is so painful to endure
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
My love that I can’t reach, now I have to send you away
The only person that can make me laugh is you
Even if love is so deep and the heart hurts so much
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
The thing that I could do with all my sad tears, good bye

you there!

you are there
when i needed you
although not from sight
but i can feel it
you're just beside me

you gave me hope
inspired me a lot
i can't deny
i've fall for you

you accompanied me
when i feel lonely
soothed me
when i'm trembled to death
you helped me through
and i've made it
just because of you

now that you left
leaving me
without goodbyes
without last wish
it hurts though
but i've got to move
as what you've taught me to

thanks a lot
for your help
for your kindness
for your presence

the nonsense me..

i am shy
talkative is so not me
unless i know you well
and you know me thrill

i don't spoke that much
even to them
although i'd excelled
unless they asked!

isn't that funny
not to share joy
and happiness together?
but to keep as secrets
until it's revealed!

mixed feelings

time's running fast
our time is left
to be under daddy's arm and rest

canterbury
here i come
with hopes and missions
with goals and passions
to gain the knowledge
to earn the experiences

but
will i survive?
with the weather?
with the cultures?
with the surrounding?

imanku masih lemah
mudah leka mudah alpa
mampukah aku mengharungi semua?

is it possible
to remain unchanged?
to restrain myself
from becoming someone else?

great day ~

salam and hi!

this morning, 10a.m sharp, i went online and logged in my facebook account. then i saw some of my friend's page and they're like, praising and relieving, saying that they've made it. that statements shivered me. the results is already out!

the reason i woke up a bit early was because i knew, it's an important day! although i'm curious and scared to face it, i still have to face it..

i braved myself to text mdm carol. few minutes later, mdm z sent me a msg, saying that i'v passed my foundation.. OMG!!!! i felt like flying into the sky as if i've got wings . the perseverance i'm made all these years have been paid off!!

i like that feeling. i will always remember that moment. each time i think about it later that day, i will smile as broad as i could, although i know, i'm not good at smiling... but who cares! as long as i'm happy, i'm happy~

anyway, congratulations to those who in line with me. seems that there's few more years to cherish together~ and for those who didn't make it, try your very best to catch up and fly with us. it's no fun when there's some are left behind..

so, not really in the mood of blogging.. jaa~