a new phase

salam and hi!

finally i'm twenty one.

a new phase i'm entering to.

at this stage,

at the age of twenty one,

people say that i can be called as an adult.

a mature adult to be precise.

i'm suppose to be mature in deciding

of what's good and what's not

my thinking should no longer only to whine

when i didn't get things the way i want it,

i should be more focus

in creating my future,

my career and life after marriage.

sometimes i wonder,

what have i done in the past

what was my contribution

to myself, my family, my friends

and most importantly

what have i contributed

to my religion?

at this range of age

a wise young boy

had conquered a whole kingdom

a talented young man

has formed his own website

and spreading da'wah

with all his credibility

but

what have i done ?

through all these years

i've just wasted my precious years

took it so lightly

where i should have grasp

lots of skills and knowledge

if i have taken it seriously, i would have been better

i would be more proactive

i would be more productive

than who i am today

i dare to declare

that i will work harder

that i will try my very best

to understand the knowledge

to be obedient

to the God that i worship

to be fair

to all those near me

and spreading the truth

while i'm still breathing

till my very last breath

insya'allah

p/s: thanks for all the wishes and gifts..

i appreciated those very very much indeed..

i'm sorry for not knowing how to respond to you guys

when you guys came and knocked my door just now....

may Allah bless all of us, insya'allah