change

john coleman( hopefully i spell it correctly) has came to meet the entire cohort this afternoon.

his main purpose: to get a list of people who would like to share their accommodation later in cccu..

it's funny to think that whenever there's things like this, crisis always came to mind. "i want you", "i don't want to live with you", "you don't belong with us".. etc..etc..

a vote resolves everything.usually.but NOT in this situation.it will make us suffer if we do this.

i decided to have a change. living with some new people around me might gives new insights. although it's hard to admit that i rarely able to fit in so easily. although to have them is already a crisis.

i hate to say this, but i do felt that i've changed. have you realised that? as far as i know, i'm easily gets upsets with such tiny miny little things. friends? maybe.
i think i'm a bit too sensitive nowadays.

why i rarely mingled with those i'm used to get closed with? why i seldom have good conversation like we had long ago? why why why??

although it's painful in the inside, i have to move on. just don't let it ruins my mood and excitement to finish this foundation with any crisis anymore...

ASEAN School Games

hi~

just got back from a French movie as well as public speaking competition. supporting mr Daniel Chiam from the very last row ( we came just at the right time to watch you in action, Dan) and then went back to auditorium to continue the movie.

guess what, i have 'accidentally' offering myself to become the 'pegawai perhubungan' during the 2nd ASEAN School Games that will be held in malaysia this July. and why us? because our director said he don't want to disrupt the PISMP students. besides, as said by mdm Rozana, that will be a great platform for us to shine... this is a rare opportunity for get. so, why waste it when it's in front of you, rite?

what is ASEAN School Games?
it is so called like SEA Games,just that in this case, the athletes are all school students. a combination of countries in ASEAN, it runs games like athletics, gymnastic, badminton and so on. this is the second year it is held as the previous one was held in Thailand. and out of sudden, i just got to know that IPBA is one of the institutions that will help organising the event.

as being told by en. hisyam HEP, being the LO means that i will be guiding them to the venues and other places.requires lots of social skills then..

it sounds so international to me. although i have volunteered myself, still, i need to undergone an interview which will be held this FRIDAY at putrajaya. will i pass the interview? hope for the best of it.

the worst part, i actually hate interviews and i still wonder why i don't like it too much. need to do a resume. need to finish assignment early, so that i can prepare mentally for the interview *always think the worst of it*

so, lets just be it.

tag-tak-mentag

salam n hi~

ditag oleh norfa, setelah sekian lamenye tak main menda alah ni...(bukan lame tak main, tapi pemalas tahap dewa nak buat)

1) Benda 2nd yg anda bwat afta bangun tidow.
-capai towel n menuju ke toilet

2) 3 perkara yg bwat anda hilang mood serta merta.
- tengah pening2 kepala, then tetibe ade orang wat hal
- gado ngn org yg rapat
- gajet2 kesayangan buat masalah

3) Apa yg ada dlm fikiran anda sekarang.
- nak bukak puase nanti nak makan ape ek...

4) Jika anda terjumpa seketul batu yg boleh bercakap n anda diberi 1 permintaan. Apa yg anda nk mintak?
- sy mau travel 1 dunia, bley x?

5) 5 fakta tentang gigi anda.
1)gigi sy xrate kat bahagian atas sebelah kanan
2)gigi tu jadi macam tu sebab pengalaman ngeri mase darjah 1 time kat skolah agama (bloody nightmare)
3)disebabkan itu, sy jadi fobia bile ade pemeriksaan gigi
4)sy juga jadi sangat takut dengan dentist
5) tapi baru2 ni gigi geraham xdapat diselamatkan, so, kena gak cabut..
6) the end of my toothly story)

6) Secara jujurnya, anda penah mengumpat cekgu? ya/tidak,alasan.
- mengumpat secara sengaja, insya'allah x, secare xsengaja, ade je kot.. (mintak2 dijauhkan)

7) Masakan ape yg anda teringin nk masak skrg nih.
- baked cheese makaroni.... sedapnye...
9) Rumah idaman anda.
- nak ade basketball ring, boleh x? pastu nak rumah yang lengkap sumenye..

10) 2 bnda yg anda bwat untuk hilangkan stress.
- speeding( tapi brani buat kalo jln lengang.. best oo)
- bukak radio kete kuat2

sy xsuke mentag org..

so, sekian, terima kasih~

what do you think?

i'm sorry to say
this might hurt your feelings
but truth always hurts

haven't you noticed
we've been acting so badly
spreading rumors when there's none
and let the rest be embarrassed

time flies
but being calm
and eating very gently
no sign of urgency
no sign to be in a rush
as if the class is yours to be
to enter after the master

i may not the best example
but at least i learn to follow schedules

punctuality is always a problem
but getting worse day after day
but now i wonder
how long the patience could the master be

how would it to happen
later in ourselves
when we face the same
situation??

roadtax expired!

salam and hi

i just reached home late at eleven. went off from ipba at 8.30pm and sent kak ten to puduraya bus station. got stucked in quite a massive traffic jam..

my car's roadtax has currently expired for almost a week. on the way back for a u-turn at pudu, there was a road block. i was so scared that i may be arrested for driving vehicle without legal documentation. but luckily, the police officer didn't do as i expected. alhamdulillah.

another exciting story, my close teacher in mrsm ps is actually declaring that i'm her adik angkat.. wow, i guess that my sibling's networking is really expanding.. from amalina to raihana and their family... and now this.. i'd really appreciate this sisterhood thing~ it make us even closer as though we are truly siblings.. thanks for everything..

a person gave up and a person to keep in touch with... all the best!

virus's a BULLSHIT!!!!

damn virus...

why u enter my pendrive without permission??!!
why can't u wait until i've transferred all my documents into my freshly-new formatted lappy..DARN YOU!!

luckily the submission is on thursday, or else, i'm toast!!

padi da jadi bubur... sampai kering air mate aku tau tak...
rosak planning malam ni...


astaghfirullah...
astaghfirullah...
astaghfirullah...

Just a thought that was just running in my head

Salam and hi..

This night, me, together with ruhan, ila, aliaa and ifa went for a so-called ‘nightwalk’. We were travelling by car instead. It was Earth Hour event where you switch off your electricity for one hour starting from 8.30 pm till 9.30 on 27 march every year. Okay, the main reason we were out that time was to watch how big cities like KL give support to the event. *Bergelap la sangat*. And for the countless times, we went lost again. This time we reached UKM..

Later, we had our supper at Pelita restaurant. I had attempted to try on roti tisu.. quite nice, though. Reached ipba safe and sound around fifteen minutes before eleven.

Of all the sudden, i reached my phone and dialled yana’s number. Suddenly felt like wanna talk to her since ages. Yet it is also probably because of the previous day. Yana and fifi, suddenly i missed you guys so much!!

Yesterday, while i was facebooking, fifi knocked on my wall and started a chat with me. It was all okay until she mentioned about our friend who just flew to japan last week. It became saddening and she started to cry. I felt uneasy so i gave her a ring. I was right. She’s crying when thinking of those who had the chance to study abroad. Fifi, i don’t mean to make you sad. All of us have our own fate and luck in life. Who knows you will deserve much better opportunity in the future. Just believe in youself that you were chosen to be in that particular path. Semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. Cuma bezanya, masa dan keadaan. Be patient my dear...

Frankly speaking, i’m seriously didn’t know that you were suffering at you current place. I think we’ve lost contact since you transferred to Muar. And for your information, i am deeply touched that you still remembers me. I’d never thought that my presence in your life affected so much to you, as you are always in mine all the time. Even until now, whenever i had fight with any of my friends, it just reminds me of you. The times we had fights, tears and joys always locked and secured in my heart. And it will forever be because you are my best friend, ever!

Fifi, whenever you’re in bad condition, be strong to face it. Don’t be carried away and affected so badly. Even if you so, tabahkan hati. I’m always by your side no matter what..