time's running fast
our time is left
to be under daddy's arm and rest
canterbury
here i come
with hopes and missions
with goals and passions
to gain the knowledge
to earn the experiences
but
will i survive?
with the weather?
with the cultures?
with the surrounding?
imanku masih lemah
mudah leka mudah alpa
mampukah aku mengharungi semua?
is it possible
to remain unchanged?
to restrain myself
from becoming someone else?
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
great day ~
salam and hi!
this morning, 10a.m sharp, i went online and logged in my facebook account. then i saw some of my friend's page and they're like, praising and relieving, saying that they've made it. that statements shivered me. the results is already out!
the reason i woke up a bit early was because i knew, it's an important day! although i'm curious and scared to face it, i still have to face it..
i braved myself to text mdm carol. few minutes later, mdm z sent me a msg, saying that i'v passed my foundation.. OMG!!!! i felt like flying into the sky as if i've got wings . the perseverance i'm made all these years have been paid off!!
i like that feeling. i will always remember that moment. each time i think about it later that day, i will smile as broad as i could, although i know, i'm not good at smiling... but who cares! as long as i'm happy, i'm happy~
anyway, congratulations to those who in line with me. seems that there's few more years to cherish together~ and for those who didn't make it, try your very best to catch up and fly with us. it's no fun when there's some are left behind..
so, not really in the mood of blogging.. jaa~
this morning, 10a.m sharp, i went online and logged in my facebook account. then i saw some of my friend's page and they're like, praising and relieving, saying that they've made it. that statements shivered me. the results is already out!
the reason i woke up a bit early was because i knew, it's an important day! although i'm curious and scared to face it, i still have to face it..
i braved myself to text mdm carol. few minutes later, mdm z sent me a msg, saying that i'v passed my foundation.. OMG!!!! i felt like flying into the sky as if i've got wings . the perseverance i'm made all these years have been paid off!!
i like that feeling. i will always remember that moment. each time i think about it later that day, i will smile as broad as i could, although i know, i'm not good at smiling... but who cares! as long as i'm happy, i'm happy~
anyway, congratulations to those who in line with me. seems that there's few more years to cherish together~ and for those who didn't make it, try your very best to catch up and fly with us. it's no fun when there's some are left behind..
so, not really in the mood of blogging.. jaa~
Sunday, May 30, 2010
loner for a day
salam and hi!
it's a few hours after i went to midvalley.alone...
it turned out to be a self-outing time since my previous plan to go out with a friend, was canceled in a sudden. plus, my other friends got something else to do. so, that does not mean i can't go out when there's nobody to company me, right?
to make it worthwhile, this was my first time going out alone( using public transport).. went there by a taxi around 11.30 and reached midvalley minutes later.. at first, i don't have any plan on where to go or what to do. so i just wandered around, from ground floor, to the second, and finally to the uppermost floor. as i passed through the cinema, i thought it would be a good idea to catch a movie since the line is not as long as usual.( still early, i guess). got myself a ticket for 'prince of persia' at 12 noon, where it will start at sharp 12.
bought some nuggets and a drink, i walked to the box and yeah, it's still on commercials.. lucky me it didn't start yet. the movies was awesome and i think i'm falling for prince dastan~~~~~ splendid actor in the movie, in my opinion, for sure..
after the movie i felt sooo hungry. then i soon realised that i had not eaten anything since morning, except for the nuggets i bought previously. so i wandered again to get my lunch, together with some snacks i would like to bring during btn. round and round and round, get a cab and that's the end of my day out..
so, tomorrow's gonna be the beginning of btn until friday. haish.. hope will enjoy that to the fullest~
it's a few hours after i went to midvalley.alone...
it turned out to be a self-outing time since my previous plan to go out with a friend, was canceled in a sudden. plus, my other friends got something else to do. so, that does not mean i can't go out when there's nobody to company me, right?
to make it worthwhile, this was my first time going out alone( using public transport).. went there by a taxi around 11.30 and reached midvalley minutes later.. at first, i don't have any plan on where to go or what to do. so i just wandered around, from ground floor, to the second, and finally to the uppermost floor. as i passed through the cinema, i thought it would be a good idea to catch a movie since the line is not as long as usual.( still early, i guess). got myself a ticket for 'prince of persia' at 12 noon, where it will start at sharp 12.
bought some nuggets and a drink, i walked to the box and yeah, it's still on commercials.. lucky me it didn't start yet. the movies was awesome and i think i'm falling for prince dastan~~~~~ splendid actor in the movie, in my opinion, for sure..
after the movie i felt sooo hungry. then i soon realised that i had not eaten anything since morning, except for the nuggets i bought previously. so i wandered again to get my lunch, together with some snacks i would like to bring during btn. round and round and round, get a cab and that's the end of my day out..
so, tomorrow's gonna be the beginning of btn until friday. haish.. hope will enjoy that to the fullest~
Friday, May 28, 2010
why oh why?
i do have a feeling
to love and to be loved
i do have ambitions
to grasp and to achieve
but, i wonder why
sometimes it's hard to get
what we always wanted...
i tried to be your best buddy
to accompany you
to be one of your part
but i failed to know your heart
i tried to look good
but you didn't reply
is there anything wrong
between you and me?
is there any obstacles
that keep us a distant?
pain and pain
grows larger inside of me
it takes time to heal
but i don't know when...
to love and to be loved
i do have ambitions
to grasp and to achieve
but, i wonder why
sometimes it's hard to get
what we always wanted...
i tried to be your best buddy
to accompany you
to be one of your part
but i failed to know your heart
i tried to look good
but you didn't reply
is there anything wrong
between you and me?
is there any obstacles
that keep us a distant?
pain and pain
grows larger inside of me
it takes time to heal
but i don't know when...
one of the last outings together
salam and hi~
well, exams' over, so lets enjoy!
fyi, today was a full day out..
from morning till afternoon, went for the LO course thingy.. they've taught us on protocols on do's and don'ts during the event. although we are only the LOs for the contingents, yet it was a precious memory..*got sesat some more, bus' driver almost forgot our trip, etc2...*
back to ipba at 3, rushed up and went out again at 3.45.
venue: sunway pyramid
well, to make things more interesting, i'm not having my car with me this time around. dad use it to go to terengganu to give morale support for my mom.. so, to cut it short, me and ruhan, took the public transport to get there... taxi oh taxi~
although i was not in the mood of going out, *since i saw THAT car*, i just decided to accompany her to meet her 'adik angkat'. one of the way to ease my sadness, perhaps?
we walked around the area, back and forth and later to archery...i just sat silently and watched them pretend to become professional archers..it took me some time to recover my moodiness. but the outing did helped a lot. especially her adik angkat pretend to be 20 when the real age is only 18, yet ruhan had been the victim for the so-called pretesting for a new not-launched yet a kfc's product. *muke terpakse walaupun mase makan pizza pun xabes* . after prayer we've gone for some more walk and later we held our goodbyes at the main entrance...
back in ipba again around 10.. so damn tired but then i still managed to watch 'avatar' with wahida..
my mood currently? still has been engulfing with sadness.. hopefully miracles will ease that out..
well, exams' over, so lets enjoy!
fyi, today was a full day out..
from morning till afternoon, went for the LO course thingy.. they've taught us on protocols on do's and don'ts during the event. although we are only the LOs for the contingents, yet it was a precious memory..*got sesat some more, bus' driver almost forgot our trip, etc2...*
back to ipba at 3, rushed up and went out again at 3.45.
venue: sunway pyramid
well, to make things more interesting, i'm not having my car with me this time around. dad use it to go to terengganu to give morale support for my mom.. so, to cut it short, me and ruhan, took the public transport to get there... taxi oh taxi~
although i was not in the mood of going out, *since i saw THAT car*, i just decided to accompany her to meet her 'adik angkat'. one of the way to ease my sadness, perhaps?
we walked around the area, back and forth and later to archery...i just sat silently and watched them pretend to become professional archers..it took me some time to recover my moodiness. but the outing did helped a lot. especially her adik angkat pretend to be 20 when the real age is only 18, yet ruhan had been the victim for the so-called pretesting for a new not-launched yet a kfc's product. *muke terpakse walaupun mase makan pizza pun xabes* . after prayer we've gone for some more walk and later we held our goodbyes at the main entrance...
back in ipba again around 10.. so damn tired but then i still managed to watch 'avatar' with wahida..
my mood currently? still has been engulfing with sadness.. hopefully miracles will ease that out..
Saturday, May 15, 2010
insya'allah
well,
it's few more hours before the battle begins. a battle that will decide whether you'll go or no go. a battle that will indicates your future, to be exposed of the outside world, or to be simply lived by the way you have now.
i, want to pass.
i, want to excel.
i, want to fly.
insya'allah.. together we go through!
it's few more hours before the battle begins. a battle that will decide whether you'll go or no go. a battle that will indicates your future, to be exposed of the outside world, or to be simply lived by the way you have now.
i, want to pass.
i, want to excel.
i, want to fly.
insya'allah.. together we go through!
Thursday, May 6, 2010
a sign of punishment?
silent
is always the wicked treatment
you don't speak
you wouldn't glimpse
all you do
is remain still
as if i'm not there
as if i'm not exist
no eye on eye
not even a simplest stare
or even a closer gap
between you and me
is that feel good
to treat me like that?
is it real fun
to keep a distant?
it hurts me deep inside
dunno how would it be on you
whether you enjoy
or hurt as well
is always the wicked treatment
you don't speak
you wouldn't glimpse
all you do
is remain still
as if i'm not there
as if i'm not exist
no eye on eye
not even a simplest stare
or even a closer gap
between you and me
is that feel good
to treat me like that?
is it real fun
to keep a distant?
it hurts me deep inside
dunno how would it be on you
whether you enjoy
or hurt as well
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