injured before it begins

salam..

location: DKA
time: few minutes after ldv presentation. quite a relief but not very ready to present. quite lack of of explanation.. =(

yesterday, got usual training with master ben. only 8 members came. not very much but i like it this way. sir taught us quite some new tricks of warming-up, which i think is quite unique. i've already got the equipments needed for the sparring competition. akhirnye dapat jugak main dengan kicking pads once again.

sir observed my poomsae and it was sucks at first. after a few times practicing, it become much better and i'm able to balance myself after each movements. finally~

during the evening, went to the UM's libraby in search of resources for our second social studies assignment. found a few articles and after done photostating, rushed back to ipba for sport house training. we went for lempar cakera and rejam lembing. from my view, not many are actually interested to participate. kind of sad because i don't really have friends who love sports. even thought i'm not that kind of a sports girl, in a sudden i felt i am when i'm in ipba. haish...

after finished both track and field events, got the chance for my beloved long-not-trained-so-da-pancit sport, long jump.. went for the first jump, successfully jump above the requirement limit. tried for the second, unfortunately, sprained my left ankle due to bad landing. not good for a poomsae participant like me this sunday.

so, today, i'm not going to walk like a normal human being, therefore mind my slow movements until i recovers.

the end.

sejarah bermulanya disini

17 mac 2009

enam tahun berlalu sudah. kini diri ini telah hampir dua tahun meninggalkan alam persekolahannya. kalau dulu, diri ini masih mentah, apatah lagi hidup berdikari tanpa keluarga disisi (tipu2, kampung 10 minit je dari sekolah) kalau dulu, diri ini tidaklah setinggi ini, tidaklah mempuanyai kuasa mata yang setinggi sekarang, dan yang pasti, tidaklah se'gila' sekarang.

di bumi pasir salak lah diri ini mengenal erti kehidupan, erti persahabatan, tak lupa juga erti hidup sebagai seorang pelajar mrsm. ingat senang ke hah, nak jadi pelajar mrsm ni? ingat senangkah apatah lagi tergolong dalam golongan perintis bagi maktabnye. ketika tarikh ini jugalah, kain biru tidak lagi menjadi kain rasmi. al-kisahku bermula begini...

ya, inilah maktabku.. er, bekas sekolah hakikatnya.

17 mac 2003

hari pertama mendaftar sebagai pelajar maktab rendah sains mara kg. gajah. jangan gelak. inilah asal usul nama maktabku dahulu kala. ala, zaman muda mudi la katakan. hari tu, perasaan masih bercampur baur. betul ke aku nak masuk mrsm ni? macam tipu jer. tak caye lah. tapi, setiba nye di pintu gerbang mrsm itu, baiklah, mulai hari ni, aku memang da jadi budak mrsm. cayalah. dah lah dekat dengan kampung. mesti boleh outing tiap2 minggu. dari luar, nampak begitu tersergam indah bangunan2nya. blok pentadbiran, dengan 'title' mrsm pasir salak yang dari jauh pun boleh nampak.

bangunan yang tersergam ini namanye blok pentadbiran.

masuk2 je, terpaksa daki bukit ( padahal bukan ke naik kereta) untuk ke parking lot disebabkan muka bumi maktab ini yang berbukit. tiba2, sampai je selekoh, alamak! jakan baru separuh berturap la pulak. dah nasib badan. inilah yang tak bestnye kalau jadi perintis, sumenye belum siap. tambahan pula, kakiku masa tu, agak tidak sihat disebabkan infectious ape tah. menyebabkannya berair yang memaksaku untuk tidak memakai kasut bertutup untuk beberapa minggu. dah la jalan pun merah lagi, habislah kaki den.

selesai parking kereta, nak kena berkumpul pula di dewan besar. adus, tadi baru je daki bukit, sekarang nak kena turun bukit balik? inilah kehidupan seterusku selama 5 tahun. turun naik bukit. mane nak sempat gemuk. nak capai berat badan normal pun susah. sesamapinye di dewan, kelihatan dah ada ramai yang dah sampai. rata2 bersama2 keluarga. memanglah,
hari terakhir bersama2. mestilah kena hantar. lepas ni jangan harap la nak datang selalu. bukan semua asal dari perak. aku je yang dikira bernasib baik sebab dapat dekat dengan kampung.

pemandangan dari aspuri tingkat satu. kalau dari tingkat tiga mesti lagi lawa.

mase kat dewan tu, rase macam daif pun ade. kain rentang pun biasa2 je. conteng2 sket pakai cat pelaka( btol ke name cat ni?) . takde lah se-grand macam budak2 sekarang yang baru masuk. banner yang tak boleh blah pula tu. beruntung mereka. beruntung mereka tak perlu hadapi macam ape yang kitorang lalui. seusai habis taklimat di dewan, ada taklimat bersama guru homeroom pula. tempat: di kelas. dan ini bermaksud, naik bukit lagi. tapi nasib baik taklah setinggi mana.

sampai kelas pula, alamak! tak cukup meja dan kerusi la pula. jadi terpaksalah berdiri sepanjang taklimat. guru homeroomku, miss hani mazlina hamzah namanya. kecil molek, suka tersenyum, dan peramah orangnye. berkelulusan dari universiti di uk, 6 tahun lamanya. wah, rupa2nye aku sama homeroom dengan anye, sahabat lama sejak dari tadika lagi. kembarnye, ani, berada di kelas sebelah bersama yusnieda. bagus, kita boleh buat geng bantingian kat sini.

selesai sudah semua perkara, tibalah masa yang paling digeruni kebanyakan pelajar baru asrama penuh. detik perpisahan dengan ahli keluarga. bagi aku, takde apelah sangat. yelah, kampung pun dekat. buat ape nak homesick2. takde maknenye. ramai diantara mereka menangis, ada yang 'cool' saja seperti aku. tapi yang tak tahan tu, ada sorang ahli kelas yang 'homesick'nya berminggu2. tiap hari menangis. tiap hari guru2 terpaksa memujuk. lawak betul la dia tu. memalukan diri sendiri. pantang nampak telefon, bergayut lama2 cakap kat mak mahu pulang. sambil menangis terpekik terlolong lagi tu. hakikatnya, pada ketika itu, perkhidmatan telefon awam sangat la terhad. maklumla, sekolah baru buka, tak sempurna lagi seperti sekarang. lagi2 pada masa tu, hanya ada dua 'batch' saja. tingkatan empat dan tingkatan satu. memang jauh beza umur kami. soal di'ragging', adalah juga, tapi mujur tak pernah dikacau. mungkin kerana masa tu, diri ini belum pandai tersenyum seperti sekarang.

kanak2 riang tingkatan 1A 2003

hampir keseluruhan ahli kelas. ada beberapa yang dah balik masa ni. tak sabar nak makan tengah hari agaknya.

jadi, konklusinya, tarikh ini memang banyak kenangannya. kalau mahu tahu lagi, janganlah segan silu, malu2 kucing untuk bertanya terus pada empunya blog ini. mana tau nanti ada pula sambungan kedua.

sampai disini saja. sekian, wassalam.

not in the mood

salam..

guess that it's been quite some time since my last post.. sorry, dude.. connection to blogger problem ( i dunno whether this only happened to me or to others too)

i'm not saying that i'm not in the mood to post any entry today.. just that there's something made me moody.

frankly speaking, i was intended to go to the library ( district only, not very far from my house) to do my assignmentS plus perhaps finding some other useful sources. went there around 10, and guess what??

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it was CLOSED!

what the heck??

closed during weekdays?come on lar, it's just the beginning of the week! monday, not sunday..
hmph.... lastly ended at kfc and later, to the secret recipe to ease my tense..

well, perhaps that has ruined my whole day mood. luckily a friend of mine, was a helping hand. she was with me, all day, helping me to find some sort of useful articles for me to do my other assignments. she is aisyah, my friend since my primary and still keep in touch up till now. now in uia doing foundation dentistry.

due to my moodiness that time, i sent few messages to my friends telling that i'm totally not very keen to continue my work. suddenly, yasmin called me and asked to know my actual condition and why i text her like that as if i was really meant what i have text her. i was quite, shock, and astonished that she would actually responded and she was really cared for me.. thank you min for that call.. tibe2 rase terharu lak~sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat!!

at the end of the evening, spent my spare time watching alvin and the chipmunks at aisyah's house, eating some more secret recipe's cake, for sure.

because of that, i had spent a sum of more than rm20 today just because of that. man, does it really true that whenever you're moody or what so ever, you'll spend more than you should? including gaining weight? luckily i'm in the underweight level. haha..

that's all for now.. jaa

sick day

salam...


10 in the morning, i had a break from the seminar. went to the canteen and bought some nuggets and i-dont-what-it's-called fillet. and a box of plain milk. does that oily food and dairy product mixed the bad match? i wonder why..

soon after recess, i've started to feel the symptoms. firstly, light sensitivity. checked. i found out in a sudden i was like very disturbed by the bright light in DKA. next, vision blurred. double checked. i could not stand the blurred condition that makes me not to wear my glasses the whole day after that. i'd also unable to read any text as it was too blurred. almost at the end of the seminar, yeah, the most painful yet strong symptoms occurred. i got a headache at the right-side of my head. that showed everything. my migraine is back. damn it..

the whole day after that was really a crap. during lds class, i could not stand the pain, which makes me quite pale and a bit dizzy. nausea too.luckily i did not vomit

at the moment i wrote this, still dizzy, but much better. thanks to all who were quite concerned about me. i'd really appreciates it. hopefully this will gone as soon as possible. i want to start doing my assignments without this disturbance.please let me do my assignment in one peace~

that's all.. daa

assignments datang jua

salam..

waa, finally it came.. but not only one, unfortunately.. -.-"

will i ever able to improve this semester?
will i able to diminish all the negative habits of mine?
will i able to manage my time very wisely?

time will tell...

but hopefully, i could manage myself to do it better than last semester..

fund raising ~_~

salam..

it's been a bit dusty here, i supposed. what can i do- too busy to post an entry, as well as to get myself into the net, sometimes, too. unlike fieqa, she just cannot live without it. it will be quite an amazement to see her not surfing.

perhaps that today i would like to talk about my fund-raising team. well, as you all know( if you know) our cohort is going to perform a shakespeare's play, the merchant of venice, next semester. therefore, a lot sum of money is needed throughout this production. costumes, props and all those things. to make things easier, we have divided ourselves into a few groups in five or six in order to do anything to collect fund for that matter.

i am grouping along with aliaa, ila, ruhan and last but not least, the one and only male in our team( every team does have the maximum of one male.. pity us), khalid. in our first meeting, we'd listed some sort of activities that might end up with lots of profit( maybe) such as :

-recycling( my dad didn't convinced me with that at all)
-selling drinks
-perhaps during any sports occasion
- comic renting( from my very own precious collections)
-ala2 cinema( still in proposal, result not known yet)

up till now, we've done and still progressing with some activities. we've sold drinks, to be precise, ribena but not in mobile packs, during the badminton tournament this recent. i've put my almost whole collection of graphic novels and some other comics into business. and it gives profit kinda great too. so to all comic lovers, do support us by reading our(my) comics and at the same time, raise our fund for that play.

few days ago, we had our first audition to select the most talented ones to be acting in the play. i was paired with yati and we did the scene between lancelot gobbo and his father, the old-blind gobbo. the results should be announced today during es, but, has been delayed due to some other factors. okay, madam z adn miss hendon was busy at the time. therefore we had almost two hours mess lectures on ldv with madam joanne.

well, perhaps that's all for now. our routine during weekends is almost started soon.. jaa~

development of sisterly manners

salam...

OMG!!

i'd almost forgotten this very special day today~
luckily it's not to late to remember it..
hehe.. hopefully the other person remembers it too..

~happy anniversary~


p/s: no need to ask anything. dun think will answer it. just think and make it as your own thought.

sorang lagi nak blah

salam..

rasenye, cam da lame( berkurun sebenarnye) tak buat entry dalam malay. tetibe je terdetik hati nak buat dalam bahasa ibunda kali nih.. kawan2 pembace yang setia, mind my lousy malay coz' i do think my BM teacher will kill me if he did read my posts in malay..

ok, kembali pada tajuk, ye, sorang lagi sahabat saye nak tinggalkan m'sia nih.. rabu ni dia bakal terbang ( dalam flight ye anak2) ke bumi mesir bagi menyambung pengajian dalam perubatan. ( was actually my dream). jadi, satu2nye peluang yang ade untuk jumpe dia, cume hari minggu bebaru ni je lah.. sabtu je la pon yang kami dua2 free.. sebab hari ahad dia pergi melaka ( mrsm tgb) jumpe alanna ngan makcik dia, Sara ( haha, da tua rupenye kamu).

nak dijadikan cerita, mulanye janji nak jumpa petang sabtu tuh, sebab pagi tu ade kelas ganti, so takleh nak kacau. then dalam kol 2,tetibe je mase baru nak siap, dia telefon, mintak jangan keluar dulu, sebab dia ade hal lain ( plus tetibe je pakcik ngan makcik dia datang). jadi mase yang terluang diisi dengan mengqada' tidur( rasenye macam menambah tidur pon ade gak) sampai la hampir pukul 4. mase dia mesej bagitau yang dah ley bertolak, time tu pulak kurang sesuai nak keluar, hujan gile wei.. tetibe je rase cam da patah hati nak pergi.. plus dah lame sangat tunggu dia nih.. atas desakan( ke pujuk nih) ila ngan fieqa, so pergi la jugak. by the way, memang da lame rapat ngan dia, since form 1, dan makin rapat mase kat matriks, slalu lepak same2, jalan same2 sampai budak2 matriks pun da ingat kitorang cam kembar..LOL... even tiap mase makan mesti ngan dia, salu share2 makan sebab, ehem, saye xmakan nasi banyak.. so lagi jimat ble share dua orang ( pelan duit saku yang agak menjimatkan..LOL)

sampai kat dang wangi dalam kol 4.15 gitu. taktau nak buat ape, so jalan2 naik turun escalator, gi kedai beli air ngan coklat cadbury, melepakkan diri kat ceruk mane tah, n tengok orang yang datang dan pergi.. cam ape jer.. banyak gak foreigner lalu lalang kat situ. tetibe rase cam bukan kat m'sia pon ade.. kol 5, still takde tande kehadiran makcik sorang nih. kol dia, alamak, dia baru nak bertolak ke stesen lrt, nak pegi jemput kwn dia plak.. adus, lame lagi nak sampai ni, as an alternative, dia suggest saye pegi dulu ke stesen monorel dan bagi tau la jalan mane nak kene ikut.. tibe2..


" excuse me, do u know where can i reached to the monorel station?"
( ala2 ayat ni la.. sori kalo modals saye kureng sesuai, lame tak ulangkaji)
seorang foreigner yang agak la ensem tanye saye


"actually i dun really know either. but, according to my friend who text me just now, you just need to bla3.."
adus, inilah jujur namenye.. kan amalan mulia ni.. hehe..


sesampainye kat stesen monorel bukit nenas, tros beli tiket ke imbi untuk 3 orang. saye, makcik sorang tu dan sorang lagi bespren dia. tunggu punye tunggu punye tunggu, last2 nak dekat pukul 6.30 baru depa sampai.. huish, nasib baik tahap kesabaran tinggi lagi, kalo tak, dua2 da kene flying kick aku nih..

destinasi: times square
tujuan: cari kedai telefon, usha2 kedai yang macam best, and hangout 4 the last ( actually first also) time sebelum dia fly. lagi satu, disebabkan dia dah menyebabkan saye terpakse spent sangat lame tunggu diorang, maka semua perbelanjaan kat times square tu, dia yang tanggung.. alhamdulillah, jimat duit poket i.

jumpe kedai telefon kat level 6, and estimated time untuk fon siap dibaiki, ade la dalam 45 minit. tetibe lak, farah( bespren kawan saye ni, dah kene balik, mak dia dah memanggil) so, tinggal la kami berdua je.. mentang2 hari sabtu tu valentine's day, nak kene de dua orang je ke.. haish, but bear in mind, i'm not celebrating it. da abes makan and settle sume2 yang patut, kami gi la jalan2 sambil tengok tersangat banyak belangkas yang ley tahan hidup kat darat ni.. berdua ekor je.. haish..

tetibe terjumpe la 1 kedai dvd nih.. tengok macam best gak. 1 dvd, spuluh hinggit, tp kalo 6 dvd, bayar lime puluh je.. so kami pon share la.. saye pilih 3, dia pilih 3. fair and square. rm25 each. pastu jalan2 lagi. naik turun lif lak dari level 1 sampai la level 10, ni sume bosan nye pasal la nak tunggu fon dia nak siap. dan tetibe gak wujud idea baru untuk fund-raising grup kami.. O.O

dalam pukul 8.45, akhirnye orang tu kol dan kate da siap sume.. so dalam pukul 9, da de kat stesen monorel. monorel pon 1 hal, tersangat la lembap nak mampos. yang menghala ke titiwangsa da dua kali lalu, tapi yang menghala ke kl sentral habuk pon tara. 24 minit tunggu akhirnye sampai gak.. patutnye turun kat bukit nenas, tapi ntah kenape, tetibe je nak cari pasal pakcik yang pandu monorel tu, dia bukak pintu. hampes btol. terpakse la extra jalan sampai stesen sterusnye dan patah balik ke bukit nenas.

nak tunggu ke bukit nenas pon lebih kurang same je macam tadi. punye la lame, tapi tak la selame kat imbi tadi. ni ade la dalam 10 minit. sampai je stesen bukit nenas, kami jalan laju gle, macam nak lari je pegi ke stesen lrt dang wangi.

disitu la kami berpisah. cam sdey pon ade. huhu..dalam area kol 10.15 sampai la kat kerinchi. tunggu rombongan cik ila datang menjemput( terharu gle~) dan same2 balik ipba tersayang dengan kadar yang agak sederhane sebab pintu gate nak tutup kol 11 malam.. time kat kerinchi tu jumpe la plak ngan geng2 housemate lame ( kite masih ade jodoh ke?) dan same2 menuju ipba yang satu.. haha.. the end la satu pengembaraan seorang gadis selangor yang tak pernak explore kl( dan saye amat bangge dengan title tu) apatah lagi, first time keluar sorang2 tanpa ditemani ( kecuali mase balik la, memang berani mati la kalo balik sorang time2 camtu)


therefore,



to nur adlena bt azham,

wish you all the best, even i could not pursue my dream on it anymore, hope that you could do much better. if i were able to do this medic, it'll be a good competiton between us.

jaa~

camwhore melake ( part 2)

salam..

as i said during the post about my family's reunion in melaka, so here they are.. the photos taken by the-not-so-famous photographer.. ngeh3..

lil' sis just love to tanned herself playing in the pool without feeling bored at all..

a piece of art created by ifa

luv this picture.. seems like i'm in between the light and the dark..

the reflection from the mirror. ifa is standing while holding the shadowless flag..

hohoho.. two stick-to-the-head shadows.

this is italian restaurant. but why there's no such thing as the italian food at all that night..

karaoke competition. as well as the place i was exposed with english oldies songs

some of the crowd

the reunion

i was supposed to handle this part during the prize-giving ceremony, but too lazy to go.. haha

the deserts

another half of the deserts

the main dishes..

at the lobby, decorated with CNY decorations.. nice

our table

my bro seems to 'layan blues' alone.. very sentimental la this kid..

the 3 cousins.. ifa, qila, dedek

that's all for now..
jaa~

intec closed and invitational taekwondo tournament

salam.

well, according to the calender, it's been almost two weeks i've been officially reselected as the head of the taekwondo club. nothing had done much, though. munirah, you really can't get away with me.. hahaha *evil laugh*

from what i can tell, majority of the committee were from my batch, my cohort to be precise. tesl students conquers it once again~

few days ago, ana texted me that her college will be organising the first intec closed and invitational taekwondo championship. she was one of the organiser committee. as they wanted to send the invitation letters, they college requires the name of the president of each club they would like to send the letter to. as she knows my position in the club, she asked me whether my club wanted to join the tournament or not. i think this would be a great opportunity for them ( our club members) to expose with such events, so i agreed. a part of her problem, solved. then she asked me again, whether i knew any other presidents'. i gave the um's president's, as we had the experienced to combined both classes during our training session, as our previous cohort quit beramai2 due to exams and other things.

perhaps that by participating this event, our club won't be too passive. at least there's something we could do for our own benefits. i'd also asked ana to send me the soft copy of the invitation letter, so that i could have the idea of that sport event. it will be held on 28 and 29 march 2009. but the actual tournament will start on the 29th. 28th, only to weigh in for the sparring participants. i wish i could participate in both sparring and poomsae, but i don't think i'm fit enough to participate the sparring competition, also based on my previous experiences in sparring, my chances to win, is quite limited.

poomsae? for those who don't get the idea what it is, it is something like a demonstration competition. as a taekwondo practitioner, we need to remember a pattern of moves, in order for us to upgrade our level ( during grading). so basically this poomsae competition is the way how perform your moves, in the most correct coordination and strength. i dunno whether want to participate in this either, because i have not finish my lesson in my koryo yet.. haish, what to do eh?

i have already texted to all members to ask their opinion about this tournamnet. well, some of them were quite excited to participate in this event. and also some of them will only come and watch the tournament as their first time experience into the world of taekwondo tournaments. perhaps they would like to be our team's cheerleaders.

i guessed that by next week, i will get the actual number who wants to participate, and maybe i'll be arranging the procedures and other things that is required. wohoho.. better get my lazy arse in gear or else i'll be stuck with other things too..

the reunion

salam..

well, perhaps that this entry is more likely an informal report due to this event.. hehe..

let's get it started.. wuhuu

saturday, 24 jan 09..
we were going to melaka bandaraya bersejarah for a historical event. what event? actually it's a reunion. among our aunts and uncles, whose were born by the same mother( granny for me) named Hjh. Empah. well, not for our family actually. my dad was delivered by his mom ( my late granny), Hjh Rahmah. Hjh Empah is one of her siblings. Hjh Empah, had give birth to, if i have not mistaken, berbelas2 la juga adik beradik makcik2 dan pakcik2 aku tu.. so, just guess how many attended that reunion? it's nearly 60s. sangat ramai..

we were supposed to have dinner together at a restaurant that night. but since my dad, accidentally took the wrong way, so we were just kinda lost.. and just reached to our destination at 10.. we stayed at everly resort hotel malacca..
which i think it is quite expensive actually. the rooms ( family suite) was charged around rm 600 per night but thanks uncle taha, we got it around rm 400nett.. however, i think it's worth it, the service was superb, the facilities were excellent, so plus minus, it's worth it to have the reunion there. for more info, check on their website by yourself.. who knows, you'll interested to go there as well and enjoy all the fun i had there.. huhu..

back to the story, we were able to meet the rest of them on the next morning. i met ifa ( my cousin, my roommates during my lower secondary level in mrsmps, and my gang during the student exchange programme with the japenese) , during breakfast, which i did ate a lot.. hua2.. it's not easy to see me non-stop munching during breakfast you know.. =)

after a while munching food in my mouth, i finally stop.. with full-tanked tummy, ifa and i had our walk along the beach, chit-chatting about our life and camwhore some more. as we walked passed the swimming pool, i could find my siblings with my cousin's children, playing happily ever after in the pool. my mom was busy teaching them to swim, which i could see, zizi was still unable to move himself although he tried very hard, pushing the water with his hands and feet.

there, we met dedek and rina. them, together with their parents and other relatives were heading to the place where we will have our gathering tonight. i took that chance for me to have the tour around the hotel's other facilities. at first, we entered a room which located just facing the beach. from there, we entered to a pub ( well, it is only operated and active during night time). but hey, my first time entering the pub, man.. still considered i've entered those kind of place. then, we entered to another room, which was just beside the pub. there, laid about 5,6 round tables, already set with the cutlery and glass and plate. the theme for tonight was red. well, chinese new year la katekan.. huhu..

time flies, the actual dinner time finally came. my family was considered as the earliest family to arrived there. we decided to sit at the second table from the back. while waiting for the others to come, i continued my habitual activity, camwhoring some more.. while my mom listed her name down for a karaoke competition. she just love to sing, ever since i was born though. i can see the staffs there were busy preparing our food, and the barbecued chicken, potatoes, and other food which i cannot recalled much. at nearly nine, all of the guests fill in the room and have their seat. the gathering began with some speeches and then, it's time to serve our starving tummies.

after done filling our tummies with delightful meal, the karaoke session was started, initiated by my mom, as she's the first to sign in the form. the best part of this karaoke thingy, most of my uncles and aunts sang lots of english oldies. perhaps that based on their background, most of them had chances to further studies abroad and even make tourism as their family activity together, they knew lots of english songs. elvis presley, frank sinatra, ritchie valens, the beattles and lots more., were in their heart. for the first time listener to this songs, i found the songs were cool too.. and felt very very excited and entertained by their happy and 'sempoi' performances.

one thing i don't really like during the karaoke is when, well, there was a free performance by a Philippines singer. she actually sings at the pub, but i dunno why she suddenly appeared, and performing in our gathering. what makes her so unacceptable for me was; her dressing was quite not appropriate with our gathering thing. she wore too less cloth to cover her body( astagfirullah) , and sang some inul songs (ala, makcik indon yang suke wat tarian gelek gerudi dia tu) while trying to be like inul. duh~ this is not a pub, or any night club. besides, do you forget that the guests came from all ages?! it is so unnecessary for you to show your talent here. even though she works there, do please show some respect to nuslims like us. aku tak puas ati betul la. memang sungguh tak wajar kewujudan dia malam tu. well, lets just FORGET about that incident, and continue with the karaoke thing.

guess what, the karaoke ended at nearly 1.30 in the morning~ they were so much enjoyed and make them to forget the time. our room, got cabutan bertuah. we got a melacca souvenir. something like key chain i guess.

the next morning, the last morning to spend in malacca. after breakfast, as usual, me and ifa spend our time together to comwhore, well, camwhore like crazy i can say. every point we stop, we snapped photos. we did that until eleven, until my mom phoned me to start packing up as we'll be checking out that noon. so, there's the end of our camwhoring session. i'll upload the photos later, kay..

well, that's the end of my dad's family reunion. we then continued our way straight to perak, to visit my mom's mom ( my granny). well, welcome to a moving, torture room for your backside ride to perak..

that's all for now.. jaa~

bad hair days

salam..

first of all, thanks to the rainy weather yesterday that wet me up and the pain i could not resist due to my job as a goalie, preventing that tiny ball from entering the goal, by using all my limbs and torso and.. basically the whole body of me.

as a result, i got myself a fever and that makes me to wear sweater in the middle of the day. i could only stand the temperature in the dungeon, until i heard Nor could not stand with her pain. so as i was getting dizzy during that lecture, i decided to follow and accompany her to the sickbay. ( my first experience to go there).

we sat there from 10 to almost 2 pm, doing nothing but to have a rest ( i slept all the time) and when it's time to go back to the hostel, i was damn tired of sleeping. met piqa, ila and aliaa, they brought me some bubur lambuk and we headed to the surau. after done performing the solat, i wanted to follow them to the forum thingy at the main hall, but they tend to advice me to get some MORE sleep and rest.

and now, here i am, sitting in the room alone ( the others went to auditorium, watching some performance) with too excessive sleep during the day( i dunno how am going to bed tonight) tring to search some info about the poem we will recite tomorrow.

that's all for now. tata

leadership

salam..

do you ever think that what makes a leader, a leader?
was it because he or she was able to arrange things and handle them wisely?
or just because the status that the person has?
what actually matters when choosing the right one who is qualified enough to become one?

the crisis of this leadership thingy has bumped into my head. i was just a normal person, not very interested in leading people, especially in a big group. i would rather likely to be an obedient follower, whatever it is just not the role that needs me to control others.

however, for my problem ( not actually a problem, just a thing that i don't really like to do.. hell, yeah.. it's becoming a problem to me.. no doubt about it..) even if i owned myself a black belt in martial arts, that doesn't the only value that makes me a good leader.

even though it is a good opportunity for me as i could actually enhanced my leadership in me, however, i do need support from all, not only just supporting only from the lips( e.g "don't worry, we have your back" and yet, they've done nothing.. duh~anyone can do that), what i need is more than that.

for instance, i hate it when you're suggesting and voting me to be the leader, but once i hold the position, you just vanished,and not even seem to exist. so frustrating though.. i'm not expressing this to anybody, it's just that i'm quite stressed about it right now.

why they choose me?

why not anyone else?

there are lots more whose are more eligible and qualified than me. i'm just a nobody. darn it

=.="

blackout!

salam..


for the first time ever,

i've experiencing this situation in ipba..


after having a semester in here, perhaps this is the very first.

but unfortunately, it wasn't really black..

coz, my room was lightened with some source of light from my laptop,
saves me from being too shock with the sudden darkness..

phew~

at that time, i was busy ym-ing with nor and a cousin of mine..
while downloading some songs ( what the heck? how's my resolution's will be accomplished?? when will i study????)

life is full of obstacles...

aiyah..

well, tomorrow's got a 3 hours literature lecture.. plus an assembly on student's professionalism thingy.. surely is boring~

hee hoo..pray for me for not being a half-dead, blur2 zombie...

bye bye 2008, hye 2009

salam..

fisrt and foremost,

happy new year to all my friends!!!

2009,
a new chance to turn over a new leaf,
missions( or the oldies missions?) to be accomplished,
yet to face new obstacle in life..

2008 has been a wonderful year for me. a year full of joy, tears, stress and a lot more expressions been compiled within this year.

perhaps to make it memorable, let's list out on what i've done and have done to me throughout the year..

january-march

• three months full of adventures and learn new stuffs and skills trough the national service, which were
  
• meeting new friends from other places in malaysia of course.
• learn how to use the M16
• develop new hobby, that is polishing and 'kilating' the boots.love to spent hours with the 'black kiwi'. worth it as it was very shiny on that final day, the kawad kaki performance. besides, been helped by the tainers, cikgu jais to polish it. special edition tuh. dalam satu kompeni bravo, only me and my friend got that speaciality.

march

• spm results been announced. a bit upset with biology but quite satisfied with the achievement even though not scoring straight A's.
• continue taking driving license with only one test. yeay. P license in mine!

• got brand new proton saga as my spm present. wow, now i've got both license and a car. jom ronda!

April

• selecting and applying for future study.
• went to jpa scholarship interview for engineering in japan, but unfortunately an accidentally i applied for the korean. failed because i was preparing for the japenese thingy, not the korean. urghh..
  

May-August

• registered as a student ( again?) at kolej matrikulasi kedah.
• meet up back with 20s PSalakian students ( again)
• kembali aktif in basketball ( unfortunately not been selected for KAKOM)
• won second place in basketball match (inter-kmk)
• has attended in two different classes, H2T8 ( for 2 weeks) and H1t8 ( for the rest of my days in kmk)

August- December

• offered to IPBA in the second intakes.
  
• new college life, assignments and else
• joined taekwondo club, then in a sudden became their new leader.. aiseh.. xde orang len ke nak jadi pres nih.. malas btol la..
  

30 December 2008

• went back to mrsmps to menyibuk2 with the form 3 students to take their pmr results.
• meet up with dearest juniors, amalina( reason to go there),nisa, ezatul, amalia, fatin shahirah, safwan, dila, and others.
• meet amalina's parents. suddenly became a part of the family ( oh, mereka kenal aku rupanya). unfortunately her big sis, raihana unable to come along.. melepas nak jumpa..
• meet cikgu asmah, cikgu raja anita and cikgu zaleha. by the time i only knew that cikgu zaleha was the one who's responsible to upgrade my pointers in first semester 2007's results to the penghormatan pengetua. oh, no wonder i was quite odd when my name was announced for the ceremony. terima kasih cikgu!! it meant a lot for me to get that.

well, all in all, it's been a joyous year for me. for being involve in the national service, no longer wearing the white baju kurung with khaki-coloured sarung, and full-sewed tudungs.

2009, hopefully will become a better year compared to 2008.
gambattane~

khidmat negara datang lagi~

salam and hi..

27th disember 2008.. a new life for national service trainees for batch siri 6 kumpulan 1 2008.. on this day, they will be officially been 'arrested' in several camps to do what they have to do.. for 3 months.. anyway, i'm not here to tell the story of their life, but my days during my time being in national service.. so to all my plkn friends, take this trip as a memorable piece that we have been trough together for the last 3 months a year ago..

on this day, a year ago, i was preparing my stuffs and make sure that everything i needed for the service is well-packed. i don't want my life there will be miserable without the things i really need during particular event.

my life as a trainee started two days after that, 29 disember 2007. that morning, trainees from all over banting need to register at stadium jugra before we were seperated according to our places. for me, i was placed at kem plkn setia ikhlas, semenyih.. still inside selangor.. but for him, he was assigned to kelantan.. satu kem dengan tieya pulak tu.. tak aci btol.. jeles sungguh..ok, ok.. back to the story. erm.. it was a bit unfortunate for us, because the bus driver took the wrong path and gone lost.. we reached at the camp a bit late due to it.. there, i met paah, the one and only psalakian in kemsis( short name for our camp). after regestering ( again) i was placed at dorm 4, which mean i'm into the bravo company.. the girls dorms are quite far, located up at a hill.. damn it.. why does we have walk more than the boys.. to make things even worst for newcomers like us, we even had to cross a river and climb up lots of tiny and slippery stairs :(.. as soon i reached there, i chose to pick a bed just beside the door.. easy to walk in, easy to walk out, as well, easy to be attacked by the trainers.. lucky me..

as i was unpacking my stuffs, i made new gangs(new friends which then becoming my gangs throughtout the service) mel, fyra, ecah, nia, fareh and za. few days after that, i could memorise at least half of the dormmates.. well, just to inform, our batch is including trainees from selangor-kl, terengganu, sabah & sarawak. there are few funny incidents happened during the self-ice-breaking-process.. this includes when i met wendy xiao ling.. well, i still remembered she used to think that i'm a chinese.. haha.. me? chinese? no way lar.. i did not have any chinese blood in my family.. aiyorh.. she thought like that as she saw me without the tudung during the first time.. :)

well, i guess pictures should do the talking now.. i'll explain trough the pics..

this is at the entrance of my beloved(?) camp.. taken from the inside of the bus where we were kind of lost. thanks to the mr. driver, we reached there when the sun shows its shortest shadow..

this was the first open day.. family and friends were able to visit us without being questioned and blocked by the guards to enter our campsite..

see my bed.. so tidy and i don't think i believe that i did this. even during my hostels days, it wouldn't be this so-tidy. plus this bed sheet don't have the 'getah' on it's edge..

this is what i meant by crossing the river and up the stairs.. loong stairs i say.. and it's quite creepy to pass during night time..

well, this is the second open day.. and it's bravo's turn to duty..

ini pulak mase ade majlis ape tah.. hari belia kalau tak silap.. and dirasmikan oleh pak lah sendiri..
caya pak lah *hentak2* *tepuk2*

this is wendy xiao ling.. very cute with her dimples and loves to call the 'kerepek bawang' as 'biskut telinga'

this is one way we used to spend our time there. friendship never ends, guys.

ha, this was a module on khidmat komuniti.. jalan jalan, cari sampah~

on duty with the our flag

ni pun mase tengah duty juga

haa? guess why all the beds were outside.. the result, we won the most cleanness dorms.. yeay~ all our hard work been paid.. i'm satisfied~

kay shuen and me.. she reminds me of my 'twin'.. khairani.. well, we have almost the same appearance and we 're both black belts.. being friends during the first night at taekwondo tournament, and guess what, we sparred each other on the next day..

the best part of national service.. shooting using the M16.. wow.. i managed to score 54 only.. the highest, 98, and was made by a GIRL..

this was the first time we were exposed with the killing machine..

erm.. made by kay shuen.. the reason? she was bored.. right, kay?huhu..sadly, that thing only stayed for few moments.. wuuwuu

do you believe that this girl beside me is not even a muslim.. introducing, dhe, a sarawakian-iban girl and she's a Christian..

the backbone of bravo company.. cikgu jais, cikgu ramona, and erm.. aiseh.. i forgot his name..

we, the girls, made this, specially for cikgu ramona so that she never forgets us.. we love you cikgu ramona...

guess who? it's raja farah~
it was the time where the kristal band have some kind of rakaman at our dearest camp.. so famous la this camp.. there's one time we were visited by the education minister of Zimbabwe
( atau mana2 negara orang kulit hitam).. and the most important, if you see any iklan plkn, yang ade kayak2 and flying fox tu, that's our camp.. huhu

they were playing like kids.. no.. even worse than kids do.. haha.. just kidding..

one activity during kelas kenegaraan( kot?)..

wendy and sandy but definitely not qilly..

with wendy again.. this way leads to the girls' dorms.. i wonder why we jumped like that..

with penghulu wirawati, also known as penghulu toOot.. only us knows the origin of that name..
by the way, for the record, i used to accompany her every morning ( dawn actually) and wait for all muslim girls to gather up..
this picture was taken after closing ceremony where i joined the nasyid team and perform some songs. want to know a thing? that day, i was totally exhausted. because, before the closing ceremony, we performed the kawad senyap.. where only 30s trainees were selected and practiced for the past few weeks just for the 'gimik' on that day.. but it worth it, because i really enjoyed kawad kaki.. best~

dorm 4. the best ever..see the poster? cikgu ramona get those from the hari belia thingy..

the last moment with them..

miss you all too~
wendy, mitchy2 ( got the best wirawati award, and not to forget, you're the one who responsible to make me cry that day, after seeing you cried first ), sandy and a senior i've forgotten your name too.. sorry for that..

actally, there's plenty more pictures taken.. but i hope this is enough.. huhu.. after all, national service is totally fun.. it's a place where i meet up new friends, especially from other races( which i haven't had the chance to meet during my schooldays) and states( especially from sabah and sarawak)

satu hasrat,
satu semangat,
satu tekad bersama~